I'm confused. I'm scared.I dont know what to do.. anymore...No one knows what went wrong, not even U...U've never believed in "FOREVER"...But this time.. u say .. "What u want is forever".........?And i guessed, thats because you're afraid...Isn't that contradicting...?And all that i want is Happiness..All i ever want is..... YOU~Isn't that enough?I'm so afraid..Afraid that history might repeat...And if it does, i don't know what else i can still say.. nor do...It is so painful.. To know that ... to know the reason you wanna leave.....I love.. and yet hate you for that..Bcuz.. i don't want you to ...i cant.. i don't want.. i wont.. i cant afford to..I prayed tons of times that you would always stay............(but you never knew)because .. i dont want this day to come................ T_Tp/s: people always leave~
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