my emo level has increased to the peak!!

why why? i dont know. lol..

work so stress.. always dont have enough manpower.. but now, suddenly i employed 4 new staffs.. FOUR! my god.. the whole week of work was so damn tiring! every morning i dread going to work.. forcing myself to get outta bed, drag myself to walk outta hse.. sigh!

shall be going shin tonight for the -destresser-..... martel!

sis called earlier just now saying that Lizhen will be going aussie next week.. wah so damn cold now.. so envious of her man.. cant imagine if im there right now.. freezing with a cup of hot hot tea in my hands!! hahahahaha! "siao ar".. i miss the freezing fremantle port.. the freezing nights when me and perlinn trembled while smokin in the garden.. :(

hai nv mind.. think i shall plan the next trip soon..soon.. PLAN EARLY! haha.. but earliest also must wait till next year.. cos sis is starting school in July le.. then might be coming back in Dec.. and i dont want to go in summer..

ooh..and few days back.. it was my ever first time, in 22 years... i saw someone who is my "gu-ma"! lol..she came to my hse with my grandma(my dad's mom..in case u guys misunderstand) hahaha! conversation with mom and dad was so stupid..

dad: ur grandma just called, she is coming with gugu and her daughter..
me: (confused) who?
dad: they are grandma's bla bla bla ( i cant rem lol)

so i decided to quickly brush and prepare to go work b4 they reach.... but... less than 2 mins.. haiz..i heard ah ma's voice.. looking for Peui Yong.. thats how she pronounce my name n i hate it!!

mom walked to the kitchen taking drinks for them and so i asked her..

me: who's that woman? what should i call her?
mom: call her gu gu lor
me: huh? gugu? can i call her auntie?
mom: she is gu gu lah why call her auntie?!!
me: wah lau lived for 20yrs nv seen her b4 i dont know how to call gugu

idiot me spent 10mins brushing teeth and combing my hair cos i really dont dare to call them gugu.. until dad bathed and came out then i heard grandma asking where's me again.. cos previously mom told her dad is bathing after me.. bo bian.. walk outta kitchen..
called ah ma.. then the 2 auntie smiling to me then i went.......

(smiling fakely i guess) HELLO!

LOLX! i really cant bring myself to address them as my gu gu lah! they are like strangers! then dad suddenly say they are ur gu ma, call them gu ma..
wah seh i got freaked out..faster went back to my room to take my things and go to work.. and for the 1st time i felt myself preparing so fast to go work..

its so weird sometimes.. i mean.. its a relative but.. have nv seen them or met them b4.. but mom's side different.. seems like everyone, ok or rather 90% of them ive seen and know.. i guess only big sis knows them cos she used to stick around with ah gong alot when they living in kampong.. hmm.. i dun even know ah gong..

sian sian sian....
i shall go prepare now already.. feel like going bugis to trim my eyebrow then meet up with Leeqing for a while after she knocks off.. :)

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Friday, June 29, 2007}

I'm starting on a new drama! Gilmore Girls.. ;)
this one shall keep me sticky on tv for sometime cos.. we've got season 1 to 5! yeah! not like O.C and prisonbreak which i'm being stucked in the middle of nowhere!

had to come online to get some things done.. so decided that i should blog a 'lil.. then its TV time again! LOL..
but.. living's room tv is taken by dad.. my room is being occupied by LR talking on the phone, laughing so damn loudly with her friend. :(

i miss how i used to spend my off days just like today.. wake up, breakfast, tv, dinner, tv, tv.... still tv.. trying not to remind myself that tmr is a working day for me..... (-_-")

oh and the stupid converse.. ripping 60 bucks off me on a stupid "pls-hurt-my-feet" track shoe.. thought that maybe i got the wrong size that's why it is causing blister on my feet.. so i brought it to Aussie cos sis says she needed a track shoe anyway.. damn.. she also find it painful wearing that stupid converse shoe..

i want the LV slippers!! lolx! anyone striked 4D? haha.. spending 400 bucks stepping under ur feet sounds moron.. but!! if im filthy-filthy rich, i dont mind.. hahahaha!!

gotta stop here bye cos im gonna exchange the use of PC to LR for my room.. for tv!!

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Monday, June 25, 2007}

why the hell am i at home blogging? lol.. sianz.. i'm off today but no programmes..
am rather lazy and tired man.. tml still gotta work... double sian!

yesterday was Shan's bday celebration at Shin.. stayed there till 2am with Pearlyn..

shit.. suddenly got the urge to save this as draft and continue another day.. hahaha..

dont know why i felt quite emo today.. ermm.. weird.. just felt quite upset over nothing at all! LOL. is this 1 of the signal of depression? hahaha! dont think so lah.. depression is too serious.. im just being a 'lil pessimistic.. :D

i think i must think of smething which can stop me from thinking so much..
wanna watch more dramas!! i've been waiting so long for O.C's season 4 lah.. and Prisonbreak season 2! meanwhile, can only bring home movie dvds to watch..

just watched Crash this afternoon.. lol.. kept falling asleep but i think it should be a pretty nice show.. but i just cant resist myself from sleeping whenever i lie on my bed.. haha..

heard from sis that c.s.i is nice! brought her season 6 as wendy wanted to watch.. omg i cant believe that they can start watching from season 6! i mean they didnt even watch from start but bits and bits of it only! nah.. i dont like to start watching in the middle.. but c.s.i damn long lah.. even season 6 isnt the ending yet..

shall go hunting for new dramas to watch tmr at work.. :)

oh and b4 i forget.. sis called back today! such coincidence that i actually wanted to call her too! i was just thinking of it after having my dinner..then not too long after dinner she called.. she said that it is very cold now and it was raining the whole of today.. that she needs to wear socks at home.. wah then it must be really cold lor.. cos when we went, she also dont really feel cold and didnt have to wear socks..

and when weakling me had to wear tees, sweater plus jacket.. she only wore tees! haha im starting to picture myself if im there now.. siao.. i must be trembling lor.. and if for Perlinn i think she needs to go buy(or invent lol) a small, pocket heater..

i simply miss Perth lah.. even when u sit on the toilet bowl ur butt will also feel chilly lor.. nabeh..the first few days i came back, do business in toilet i also sweat.. then plus weather this few days damn humid lor.. rain like no rain.. honestly hor, yesterday afternoon b4 i wanted to do business, i turn on the fan and face it to the direction of my toilet lor.. haiz..

I MISS PERTHHHHH!!!!
even the ang mos(mostly) there also very polite and friendly.. not like sg.. those faces always like want to fight lidat.. hahaha..

haiz... nv mind.. can always go again next time de.. and next time round i wanna stay longer there...hee.. at least more than a week! :) i havnt been to their Koji(spelling correct?) beach yet! ooh and i wanna buy the gigantic vanilla candle too!

smoke-d @
Friday, June 22, 2007}

feeling rather reluctant to blog.. LOL..
weird.. but i dont wanna waste my effort so i shall continue blogging..(i hope!!)
will be going shin tonight... 'ish ur bday shan! haha.. actually her actual bday is on Sunday and she's gonna celebrate on Sat @ dragonfly.. gonna off my phone that day liao..haha.. really dont feel like going cos i'm working full shift on both sat and sun..

im being ridiculously forgetful nowadays.. so many jokes from me at work that i did so much stupid things.. haiz.. but nv mind.. im fine.. let my staffs have some laughter at work also not a bad thing... (-_-)
oh and b4 i forget again!!
i'd a wonderful gathering with them on last Sunday. had steamboat at geylang after work.. and greedy them wanna have desserts. stupid us.. spend more than 20mins walking and searching for the particular beancurd shop that leeling and ethel used to buy from that shop for our gathering..

halfway thru, ethel suddenly popped a question; "what if we reached there and the shop's close?" true enough lor!! really closed.. decided that we should all just take a cab and proceed to tiong bahru instead...
chatted till 4am.. damn shack and still gotta work the next day...
but not often that we can arrange a day which everyone can make it.. :)

im seriously tired of this job... but i think its all because of 3 wonderful staffs i've that have kept me staying. but the 4 of us agreed that this is the longest tat we've ever stayed in a job b4! lolx!

i was telling my sis the day before... we were in the room getting to sleep.. talking abt grandma's grave.
“今天我真的相信外婆真的﹐已經不在了。”
the 1st sec i saw her grave and her picture on the grave.. i finally woke up from my dreams.

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Thursday, June 21, 2007}

today's the 100th day grandma passed away.

changed my off day and went to pay my respect to her with the aunties and cousins. woke up at freaking 8am.. its my off day man..lolx.. i guess ive nv woke up this early on off days before!!

time really flies man.. it was just like a dream.. but yet, 100 days had passed.

well, after paying our respect and burning all the incense paper we went back to sembawang. mom, pq mom and sis qing cooked.."for grandma to eat".. lolx..tat sounds ridiculous i know.. all was grandma's fav.. curry and the white kueh that mum always make.. fried noodles, the fat fat meat.. some veg.. roast chicken(wasnt her fav but i think its a tradition to have that for praying..) etc..

while everyone was getting the food ready on the table.. i sat on the sofa.. thinking, wad if grandma is sitting beside me now? looked around and found out that there's no more empty seats..cos the dining table was occupied by..some cousins.. then PQ sat de sofa was crowded by our nieces..hahaha.. even her legs were taken by Jingting.. pretty sure that if grandma was back, she must be sitting beside me on the side of the sofa..facing the table of food and everyone..talking to them.. LOL..

hope grandma enjoyed the food today.. :)

well well, havent been updating and ive almost forget what i did everyday..

last friday night, both me and ww so bored and we decided to go shin ourselves.. lolx..
luckily at the later part of the night, andy joined us for a while.. he was damn arrogant lor!! haha..in the end... hmm.. i cant even remember how many countless cups of "almost martel and 3 drops green tea" he drank.. haha... it was happy torturing him!

after shin, we headed to jalan kayu for prata.. dropped dead upon reaching home ya.. worked the next day..

decided that maybe i shouldnt go shin tmr for their 3rd year anniversary..since i'll be there on thurs for shan's bday... damn tired plus menses visit... haiz dont know lah.... haha childish weiwen threatened everyone not to go.. whyyy? just because i received the invitation card and he didnt! lol... damn petty!!!

gotta work tmr le..sian.... everytime wait so long for one pathetic off day.. but the off day are always over like in a wink.. sigh...

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007}

been so lazy to update blog!! sianz!!
im off day! so tired lah.. worked 4days seems like 4weeks like that......sigh....
havent been doing anything much recently.. was off on last saturday but didnt went anywhere on fri night.. cos sat gotta wake up early to bring my niece out for lunchie.. wenta Causeway Point for seoul garden.. (-_-'')
reached home at abt 7pm..slacked at home till 10pm then meet up with Pearlyn and Claire to SHIN!! the 2 girls left around 2am.. continued staying there till closing chatting with Shan...

sunday to tues...
everyday worked and came home straight after i knocked off.. eat..watched tv..sleep!! lol...feel so lazy ever since i came back from Perth.. why uh..?

so since im off today.. it was Shin night yesterday with Pearlyn, Claire, Xueli, Yun and Wen.. and it was a belated bday celebration for Yun and Wen as i wasnt in sg during that week of their bday...
in the midst of our "girls-night-out", some un-invited guests joined us.. damn irritated but they are Wen's bf friends..
knn..mixed Cordon Bleu with Martel + green tea + coke.. nabeh.. then jio us drink.. Lyn was so fed up then her face turned really black..hahaha.. then they knew she's angry so they changed table..haha..
and Shan took revenge for me! after knowing what happened.. then told her i vomited straight after drinking the stupid cordon bleu + martel.. she went to their table to jio 1 of the irritating guy to drink.. heeeheee..

speaking of which, its her bday next thursday.. and i got a invitation card from Guowei last night.. to Shin's 3rd year anniversary next wed.. which means i gotta be there for both wed and thurs.. die die... but still must go lah.. ;P

I WANNA GO PERTH AGAIN!! ANYONE?!!!
wah if i ever strike 4D..lets say 10k.. i sure go there and stay for 1mth! woohoo.. dreaming on~~~

smoke-d @
Thursday, June 14, 2007}

damn dog..lolx...


sis's room!!


wendy's cosy homeee!!

smoke-d @
Monday, June 11, 2007}