simply indulging in this new version of Everybody's Changing compared to the old Keane's...
oh and he's Thai!! ? or Filipino? err.. cant remember... & look what i found out in dictionary while trying to get the correct spelling of "philipino" !!

Filipino, may refer to:
From or related to the Philippines (Philippine is also used as a qualifier in certain instances).
Culture of the Philippines, cultural description in article format
Filipino cuisine, food of the culture
Filipino culture, specific cultural topics in hierarchical format
Filipino language, de facto based on Tagalog
Filipino people, people of the Philippines or of Filipino ancestry.
"Filipina" can also be used to denote female Filipinos.

Note: "Philippino" and "Philipino" are misspellings of this word and are not considered part of standard usage. Pilipino is used to describe the people of the Philippines. The term "Filipino" is commonly used when you are talking or writing in English or other foreign language. "Filipino" is the Philippines' national, official and constitutional language (While the Filipino language is largely based on Tagalog, pure Tagalog has slight differences to Filipino).

thought this is interesting cos "Filipino" feels really weird.. like the spelling is somehow wrong..

new songs(& i really mean NEW).. new genre specifically..

im so weird! like all the 3 tracks are new version..
and ironically; the new versions ranged from rock to smooth jazz, pop/remix retro to rock!

like i've totally changed that kind of sad music from my blog..
is it cool or weird?? lolx.. i think most will say weird.. & i think i agree.. hahahaha.. but i like.

~~~i dont miss you. i miss the person i thought u were..
from some random wedsite.. and it struck a chord..somehow.. =)

smoke-d @
Wednesday, October 31, 2007}

i hate computers! hate getting online!!
its so weird..
at 1 min, i can be so hyper feelin happy. and at the other, i feel emo sitting infront of my pc?!

i felt myself drifting away.. im not so sure from what.. but.. i'm just not me. i'm not acting like ME. GAWD!

or is it reality?
i dont really know who am i right now.. my mind's always in a whirlwind.. like the pictures of everyday and/or the future is so vague..

did i changed for the good or bad? of cos that wil be a question for God only.. lol..

edit://
was chatting with Xueli.. asked her if she think i've changed lately.. and her reply was ;changed to what? i think its for the better

am i? i think im getting more and more pessimistic!
and there's something she said that really struck a nerve in me..

shir.xue says:
thinking wont help... only actions bring abt solution mah... if no actions can be taken then let nature take its course
shir.xue says:
when u have the choice to be carefree vs stressed why pick the latter?

but then, these are words from a happy-go-lucky gal..
while im the vice-versa..

but though.. i felt so much better talking...

----i'm thankful i've a bunch of gr8 girls sent from heaven
though i always find Yun very naggy! lolx.. but i still lurve them! =)

smoke-d @
Monday, October 29, 2007}

hee!! im working at 1pm today.. which is half an hr away but i still havent bath yet!!
im so lazy lah...

been coughing since friday... still have to work.. thanks to the jelly..
thursday which is my off day, i spent the whole afternoon eating the whole bag of jelly..

went Umeya on wed during work with the stupid addy.. and greedy us each grabbed a big bag of jelly which costs $20!! siao.. who will spent 20 bucks on jelly.. haha.. and the auntie so nice!! always give us alot alot free jelly.. haha..
and Addy damn greedy.. everytime smoke le.. we'll walk past umeya..then he sure go there steal sweets from the auntie..

haha.. but nv mind lah.. cos i got share in eating anyway.. lolx!!

friday after.. we'd a small bday celebration with Janet at Mini bits.. ish her birthday.. bought a small cake.. then waited for them to finish their settlement..
Janet looked so touch lah.. like she's gonna cry anytime.. hahahaha..

recently i felt the warmth of Tampines Mall..(but lvl 4 only lah..lol)
been hanging around with them alot.. during work also go out to find them.. talk cock..smoke..etc.. of cos during our free time lah.. =)

but this week have been very exhausting for me.. because of Jay Chou release.. Pei er and Janet are sooO kind to buy me lunch and brought it over to MJ on fri afternoon as they knew i was too busy to go out to buy food..
omg.. there are still kind ppl alive!! =)

O.C season 4 is out!!! i gonna spend this week watching it..

--- I simply lurve my "new designed zippo"!!

smoke-d @
Sunday, October 28, 2007}

its been ages since it rains at night...
turning kinda emo sia....
rain makes someone feels sad..i think.. the sound of the droplets of rain..sighz..

actually this post is for .. Pearlyn..
the babe is getting married tomorrow~~ and im super super super sorry.. and regret for not being able to turn up for the dinner tmr as ... i simply cant take off tmr.. damn sad..

thinkin back.. we were like 13? when we knew each other in NSS.. omg and its so scary to know that 9years had passed! the whole group of us went thru so much..so much.. and we'd to be separated for like 2years.. & i think thats what made our friendship even stronger. and although we didnt have alot of time now like in the past to spend together, but i still treasure u girls in my heart.. =)
and now u're married!!! i'm happy for her.. for all of us.. muz be xin fu ok.. *blessbless!

and i cant take off tmr JUST BECAUSE OF THE STUPID JAY CHOU RELEASING HIS ALBUM'S PRE-ORDER TMR!!
fuck sia!! grr!!! 4get it.. i cant change it anyway..

smoke-d @
Tuesday, October 23, 2007}

i've gotten my new bed!! hehe..
went to dad's friend's shop.. the uncle so nice sia...

got the whole set of bed frame + mattress which cost me 400 bucks.. then can choose among 3 mattress which is 220 bucks? cant really remember the exact price..

then suddenly the uncle say give us the $299 mattress!! hee... which is so much cheaper than Ikea! Ikea's average de mattress also must cost $249 lor..

after buying the bed.. we went chong pang with Ruoxuan.. got myself 2 new pairs of jeans.. $103 after discount.. good good.. everywhere can get discount.. lolx..

gotta wait for them to deliver the bed at 6pm later..
this feels damn damn ecstatic though after spending 500 bucks! i seldom feel lidat especially burning myself a big hole in my pocket. think im mad. but im just excited! =)

now i realise that i can make very gd use of money on more worthy things.. rather than those unnecessary things.. and i think i cant go drink for this mth also le.. nv mind.. a bit of sacrification can make my life better.. lolx..

gonna have to "season" the bed b4 sis come home.. haha.. cos new bed doesnt feel very comfortable.. hahahaha.. so when she's back, i think should be just nice..

next next.. new tv set and bench! =p

smoke-d @
Saturday, October 20, 2007}

omg! this song is like super emo lah!

but i like. lolx! just my type of song.. i like i like.. lol!
just love this kind of song which can make my heart feels like bleeding.. lol.. people say i'm psycho..

TM Ikea damn cool sia!! meet charis today cos i finished work at 7pm.. so we went Ikea to "test-sit-bounce-lie" the beds! lol.. and we'r like so engrossed in every section & guess what? Ikea alone took us 2hrs to shop!

wanted to go Courts too.. but left ikea at 9.15pm..
but nv mind lah.. we gonna go again this sat!! hehe~~ and Charis bought me a baby cactus sia!! (^.^) am i growing old or what? i just simply felt ecstatic shopping for furniture! lol.. and i thought shopping for furnitures are what oldies like to do.. haha..

bed frames are like super super ex lor.. sianz.. still thinking if i should get a bed frame.. cos my room might be too squeezy if i add a queen sized frame.. =(

arhh!! i want so many things in Ikea!! i want the super comfy swivel chair with arm-rest!! i want the 2-seat sofa which i can place in my room!! i want a new tv set and tv bench!! want the super cute beetle wall lamp!! =( but dont know how to fix it lah cos muz drill holes at my walls to put up the lamp.. sianz.. my mum sure wont let us drill holes at her walls...

i gonna slowly save and get all this things.. but!! new bed first! hehe.. and of cos the new tv set plus tv bench!! hopefully can get it all b4 CNY.. =) this year i gonna spend my bonus wisely ler!!

plus, must also save up a bit for visiting sis next year! heee.. PerrRthhhyyy!!

smoke-d @
Wednesday, October 17, 2007}

我沉默了
以沉默了
彼此到底怎麼了
變的不快樂

我是懂的
也會懂得
我們都不捨得
可是傷口變的難以癒和

我們曾深愛過
曾一起生活
卻忽略幸福在身邊默默守候
愛借的不夠
鬼迷心竅還想要更多
以為人生該盡情揮霍
不能走到最後
想要更自由
我才發現失去你是一種折磨
你一定哭過
在心裡的某個角落
天曉的我多麼難過~

我是懂的
也會懂得
我們都不捨得可是傷口變的難以癒和

我們曾深愛過
曾一起生活
卻忽略幸福在身邊默默守候
愛借的不夠
鬼迷心竅還想要更多
以為人生該盡情揮霍

不能走到最後
想要更自由
我才發現失去你是一種折磨
我一定哭過 再決定放手的時候
天曉的我多麼難過
一無所有才知錯了...

smoke-d @
Tuesday, October 16, 2007}

so lazy to update recently!! point forms therefore.

• met up with shan and charis for dinner on fri night..
• crave.. SUPER CRAVINGS FOR SAKAE! specifically shishamo a.k.a the pregnant fish!
• ended up at swensens -_-!! expected i wont get to eat sakae that day cos Yishun's sakae is always so packed due to the pathetic small area of the shop.
• went shin with Chali after that.. lolx!! played a few silly dice games! haha..
• luckily!! shin got sell shishamo!! haha.. shan hate the taste so with the help of chali..we finished a plate! but i think i ate most of it!
• reached home at 2am! cant believe both of us can stay there for 4hrs ourselves!

i'm so fickled minded sia!! should i go Tampines Ikea or Causeway Point? but dont really feel like goin causeway point.. not much choice there.. except for Courts, Aussino and Seahorse..! wanna shop for new bed b4 sis comes home!! but i feel like going right now but chali still at work!? boo!!

how how how....

smoke-d @
Tuesday, October 16, 2007}

finished watching oth season 3.. and i came across this tv show on ch5 just now. -Three Wishes
its abt this tv crews who fulfil requests from ppl who gets to make 3 wishes.

super touching. i nv felt this touch by watching a tv show. this girl, Megane who's paralysed. always wished for a school graduation night cum party.

it came true. and with the guide of a therapist.. she stood up from her wheelchair & of cos with the support of her therapist. she took steps by steps walking up on stage. held up her hand n hand-shake with the teacher? or principal? i dont know lol. i think that was the hardest steps in her life. but she still made it. with a big smile and the glow on her face.

the scene of it was so inspiring.. i see the face of her family, friends and everyone in that stadium glowing. everyone teared. it was only then i understand and feel the meaning of tears of joy.

the powerful word in Megane's life is - believe.
how much determination and will it actually takes for all this to happen.. i truly admire her will to live up to dreams.

i really felt enlightened..
Life isnt that tough, but it isnt that easy either. its just how we manage it. how we think abt it. how we deal abt it.

there's so many millions of people fighting so hard to live, yet so many of us, who dont appreciate life at all.

to me, i always thought life is never fair.
God gives u something, and at the same time, take away some things.. we can never have the best of both worlds.

smoke-d @
Friday, October 12, 2007}

hmm..

this post is a lil late.. im an hour late to wish myself happy bday..lol..

lots of pics taken butttt... im as usual too lazy to upload them! will do so ASAP cos ppl out there are reaaalllyy impatient.. haha.. pls do not bug me i promise to do so when i've the energy ok?!

last tues .. 2 Oct..
met up with Yanting, Leeling and Ethel for dinner! or rather supper lah..cos it was after work. went to st james' station kitchen - Charcoal..
that place was totally suitable for the 3 of them! Jap restaurant.. but Lee and Ethel will luvv it more if it is korean lol..

fri the 5th wasss like fri the 13th! damn HORRIFYING sia! i was drunk at the time of.. i think 12am. and by the time QF n guys reached.. i was already half gone!
till 11plus i think, MY LONG LONG TIME GIRLS SABOTAGE ME! ordered a stupid lambo! and lambo is my all-time-killer! *grrrr (-_-!!!) this is what happens if u've a group of girlfriends for 9yrs!

luckily, all of them r so kind enough..and loved me enough.. lol.. they decided to let me off.. and i slept on the sofa for nearly an hour.

guess what? when im awake, everyone was so freakin drunk! saw all their funny acts n i was laughing secretly to myself! hahahahaa!! ;P

went for timsum after shin wif shan, qf, aloysius, mervyn & charis.. knocked str8 into my bed at 5am! that was my happiest moment for the night!! =)

yesterday, met up with some friends for steamboat.. great dinner plus great company..though we waited kind of long for table.
ktv again.. qf again.. hahahaa.. omg!!

i just realised! i've been meeting her for the past 3 days! omG!!! (-_-)
2nd time, LAMBO again!! hell!! why always lambo!!? all thanks to the generous Leon.. i will love him for that!
he was supposed to drink with me! but tricked me into drinking by asking his waiter to bring it to our room and he didnt come up! not to mention, my head spinned and turned big after that.

though i was high, BUT i still remember, someone was even more drunk than me!!
ta dah!! its Keline Liu again! i've got such funny videos taken in my cell!! will upload is soon too! *ahem! FYI, those videos will all be in my blog, friendster andddd..... YOUTUBE!! u'r so dead man keline.. come come beg me!! hahaha...

felt so lack of energy today and i rotted at home till .. 7pm.. went to AMK hub to meet QF(again) and Charis. waited for Mervyn to reach and we went Botak Jones for dinner!

the Chicken Cajun is super delicious lah! qf and charis ate fish&chips instead.. not bad but.. i think its common tasty.. lol.. but it is highly recommended in the menu though!

headless us.. sat in the car for abt half an hr? thinking of where to go.. suggestions.. map.. laptop.. gv's website.. HELL! we ended up at Punggol Park..lol..

aww.. and then sis called.. chatted for awhile.. then wished me happy birthday..
at that point of time.. i felt the distance man.. sighz.. i love u too sis.. alwayzz.. =)

and then, here i'm, back to my nest! birthday's over.. holiday mood's over.. off days over...

and.. it's all over..
"its alright, i'm okay, i think God can explain...."

smoke-d @
Monday, October 08, 2007}

in fact, i'm not the one who believes in dreams come true..
BUT, there's this wish i've this year.. nv really wanted anythin in my life.. nv really hope for any.

but, i've something this year.

and of coz, its a wish.. so therefore a secret. i know God will grant me this. he will.

thinking back, all my 21 years of bday celebration. friends and family would want u to make a wish b4 blowing out candles. i dont remember myself making a meaningful one. just shut my eyes and wished "i just want everyone around me to be happy and live good".

im not kidding, its really what i wished for the past 21years(not including those when im a kid and maybe i'd wished for more candies or toys then lol)

but this year, i gonna make one which is most impt, meaningful to me. =D

smoke-d @
Friday, October 05, 2007}

Every song has to go on, whether it fades out or crashes awway. Every song ends, is there any reason not to enjoy the musiQ?


Peyton: it doesn't mean i cant want it to not.

smoke-d @
Wednesday, October 03, 2007}

i cant wait to watch OTH season 4!!!
felt goosebumps watching the short clips of season 4..

wth!! i muz collect the whole set! im still on season 3 yet. =(

smoke-d @
Monday, October 01, 2007}

weird..i cant even recall what i've been doing for the past 1 week....

went to Annie Jie's mom's wake last night after work.. and stayed till 3am.. super shack..
she looked so sad.. im not used to not hearing her scold me.. grumble at me.. ask me bang myself onto a wall.. etc..etc.. i hope she's fine. she's the only loving, kind soul left in HQ now.. =(
makes me kind of sad seeing her sad too..
oh, and so weird.. i've worked in MJ since 3years back but yesterday was only the 2nd time i saw her. lolx.. cos she will nv attend any gathering or dinner.. BUT, she'd really grown so much older.. so many white hairs.. see.. this is how this company gonna torture us.. sighz..

met up with qingfen, charis and mervyn just now.. went Punggol Park? i think thats the name bah.. not bad but i still love Fisherman for the sea.. =)
ate something... think its called Chicken Cordon Bleu?(not sure of the spelling).. kinda felt like i was drunk after eating that! lolx.. cos i was laughing away so damn loudly..

tmr my pocket gonna burn up a big hole.. hahahaha.. am treating Lims' family(but 4 que"lack" 1)
to Soup Restaurant.. poh bi poh bi.. hahaha..
& i want a pair of new shoes sooO desperately!! hehe! after dinner tmr can go hunting for one le cos this nike pair is in white.. i've to keep washing it! :/

b'day coming le.. but.. i just cant feel excited abt it.. i dont know why. i just dont feel it the way it should feel..

smoke-d @
Monday, October 01, 2007}