ok, so i've been told that i'm a lazy blogger.. hmm.. & the one who said so on my tagboard is DEFINITELY a lazier blogger than me!! haha.. im not lazy ok..just a little busy recently! lolx..

couldnt sleep.. dunno why.. and its freaking 6.15am now.. luckily im off today.. before updating.. ive a gd news! haha.. received a letter from HQ today.. was kinda excited while opening the letter~ haha its a increment letter! yups! and i guess it somehow got to do with my sales yesterday! oh and yanting say i must say thanks to Ella(S.H.E) and Wu Zun(Fahrenheit).. haha for coming to TM for autograph session.. haha.. siao.. im not as silly as yanting.. :D

Sat 27.01.07
worked..of cos.. were supposed to go Dbl O but cancelled cos.. kana menses.. damn suay.. somemore that day all my staffs off..worked with a HG staff.. then with 20 over boxes of stocks, well i almost fainted. :( met up with Qf, Shan, Weiwen at j8 for movies.. ghost tunnel..again... luckily dont need to pay for the tix! haha cos idiotic them forced me to watch again.. well 10mins aft the show started, i fell asleep already. hahaha.. ooohhhh... someone were so scared then.. grabbing my sleeve throughout the show.. hahaha.. dont need me to name that person liao right? So, bcuz of tat person, we'd no choice but cant head home aft movies.. went to amk MCcafe.. waited for her sis to reach.. headed home at 4plus.. thanks lor.. i still gotta work the next day!

Sun 28.01.07
worked..worked..worked.. damn tired that day.. but still met up with keline and qf aft work at serangoon garden.. ktv..again.. haiz.. sang till 1am.. headed home straight after.. BED TIME!

Mon 29.01.07
ok, we were praised by Annie(HQ) that we fought a beeaaautifull war.. hahaha.. it was hana-kimi ost autograph session. Ella and wad Wu Zun came.. unexpectedly, the response was incredibly good! can imagine ppl start queuing from open plaza..then rounded the whole of lvl 4 then to the exit staircase to lvl 3.. siao..this youngsters nowadays really very exaggerating lor..!
poor yanting handled the shop with chris, so i tendered the booth with Leeling outside.. made a total sales of 18K.. wahahaha.. everyone was so high of cos! only managed to get a quickie lunch.. yanting worse.. buy curry puff, but was so busy till she forget to eat..haha.. me better.. had 3/4 burger.. Samantha came to help out too.. thanks so much!! if not, i guess me and leeling sure turn insane.. haha.. so, well i guess Boss must be overjoyed! as usual, i reported sales to him and for the first time he replied " XIE XIE NI!!" at 6am this morning! haha.. with the exclamation mark okay! :P

Tue 30.01.07
expected..Boss called early in the morning..haha can hear that he is soOO happy lor.. haha.. worked with yt and chris.. can see that all of them were very tired.. for the 1st time i reached home last night, bathed, ate then sleep! sis were even shocked to see me asleep so early..haha..
waited for ah john to deliver our stocks over at night.. then he suddenly pass me a letter..the increment letter! they only prepare the letter today lor so i guess Boss really too happy le.. therefore lost his mind? and give me increment ? haha.. but dont regret okay? must come back to reality le..no more S.H.E or whoever coming le..my daily sales wil go back to approximately $2k to $3k ler..wahaha.. thanks to all the staffs who helped out yesterday.. Yanting, Chris, Leeling and Samantha! :D finally, i can fulfil my promise to u all moonnthsss back.. promised i'll treat all of u a meal when i get my increment! yups! love u guys to the max man! haha.. after work, we went supper! leeling was supposed to join us but she didnt make it.. nv mind.. i'll plan another day which all of us will be free! ;) chit chatted till nearly 2am.. pathetic yt and chris still have to work later.. hee.. i can sleep!!!

kinda in gd mood this 2days.. hahaa... well, partly because of the sales on monday of cos.. then plus today's increment letter.. plus plus..plus.. I AM JUST HAPPY! i'm on the roll now! seems like EVERYTHING turns out well for now.. not like for the past 2 weeks..which EVERYTHING seemed to be going against me!

goin to be 7am soon le.. guess i have to stop here.. gotta catch some sleep and need to be online in the noon/late afternoon! :) gd nights all..

smoke-d @
Wednesday, January 31, 2007}

TO YOU:

from today onwards, u and i will walk out of each other's life, forever. its pointless for u trying to be nice. i dont even appreciate it, not at all. u're just another player. and im not going to fall into ur games. i cant be of any better than now, without you. and for you, i think u're so much better off for the past few mths, why come and torture yourself? i feel so thankful to hear those words from u. "im very sick and tired of all this, if i were to talk to u everyday, i think i will go crazy". thanks for saying this to me! know why? cos this is the motivation to make me hate and forget u sooner! just wanna let u know that u shouldnt have sms-ed me earlier on. when u know that things will turn out lidat. and now u might say u wouldnt expect this, hell yah.. only if u dont lie thru ur teeth ok! whatever u do and say today dont even link! i dont need u to use ur lies to humour or please me.. and thanks, for coming back again into my life and making me waste all my efforts done for the past few mths. i dont remember u remembering me over the mths when things happened..and i felt like someone being abandoned.. i dont even know or remember the U that i used to know. im getting so unfamiliar to U now.. i cant even read whats on ur mind anymore..like i used to..... whatever it is.. yah.. u and i, we both screw things up.


GAHS! FUCK! in fucking foul mood this 2 days.. im just wondering, are humans all heartless? haiz.. im really in a loss for words.. i think im TOO STOOPID, TOO NAIVE, TOO STUBBORN. why do i still wan to hope for the impossibles after so long? why do i still want to trap myself into this shit again? esp when i'd a hard time walking out of it the other time.. just hope someone would slap me hard now.. WHYYYYYYYYYY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why cant God give me a break? why does he still want to do this to me?!! guess i'm just ill-fated lah..lolx.. i dont even know what u want nor what i want.. so, just continue moving on with ur life now. with no traces of me anymore.. and i hope i can do so too..soon...

----- if knowing me is such a torture to u, so why do u still come back?

smoke-d @
Friday, January 26, 2007}

updates..updates...updates...

just wondering.. how long will i continue blogging my daily life? i hope forever.. haha.. gonna "pen" down every single thing in my life.. this week..was no difference.. didnt really go anywhere.. Y? only 1 reason.. SO BROKE!

22.01.07 (Mon)
finished work at 6pm.. headed back to yishun to meet Jocelyn and Keline.. went to 924 for dinner! all time fav de dumpling noodles, plus a herbal chicken! haha.. :D catch a movie at around .. 9pm? Ghost Tunnel.. stoopid me thought its a eng movie.. scarly japanese woman appeared at the screen seh! hahaha.. not a bad movie lah.. quite scary.. think too long nv watch horror movies le.. last time i used to be so immune to those but now.. haha.. oh but Keline worse.. knn.. she scared until...like she's gonna pee at her seat anytime! wahaha.. @ one certain scene, idiotic she suddenly grabbed my hand.. freaked me out man! NO NEXT TIME! aft movies, we chit chatted awhile @ the nearby neighbourhood.. the usual-sheltered stone table.. headed home at around 1 or 2 plus..cant remember..

tuesday worked the whole day.. full shift.. 10am to 10pm.. sianz.. aft work, homie! slept quite early last night actually.. 1plus.. i think it is the earliest i slept during the past 2mths!

today 24.01.07
worked full shift too.. after work, met Keline, Jocelyn, Qf and Mike at AMK de MCcafe.. its forever so cold there leh! dont know why they muz install so many big fans there! stayed till 1am.. partner left early as he's sick! walked QF home..as usual..cos she is a total timid rat.. then the 3 of us shared a cabbie home..

yeah! i'm on leave tmr(thurs)! i'm off on friday! wahahaha.. its been so freaking long since i filled in leave application form! i havent been using my AL lah.. so many extra off days for the past few mths..didnt even had the chance to clear those off days le.. hehe.. ok im making full use of the upcoming 2 off day! will be meeting up with QF, Mike and Pq(maybe?) for steamboat tmr @ marina south! partner gonna treat us as he strike 4D last week.. hee.. generous him wanted to treat martell but dont want lah.. steamboat is gd enough! Fri.. shall be going ktv with Qf and Mike(again....) and 5th aunt! haha.. she attempted to tekan me last sat during the wedding dinner.. haha this fri is my day okAy! she no drunk then no entertainment leh..hehe.. :p

have to work this weekend leh..damn sian.. haiz.. no choice.. cos yanting will be off on sat and sun..sad.. :(

recently, the impression of someone to me changed.. i dont knw why also.. but..just kind of.. weird lah i guess.. or maybe bcos i'm PMS-ing? perhaps.. or perhaps not.. hahahha.. im mad.....


---- I wish that I didn't need you so badly, but your face just won't go away...........

smoke-d @
Thursday, January 25, 2007}

haiz.. dont know why feeling damn fed-up today.. think maybe menses coming soon.. hate it man!
backie from cousin's de wedding dinner at York Hotel.. err.. food ok ok only lah.. place.. haiz.. damn freaking bored.. all my smoking khakis didnt go.. but the trip there made me freaking sian already.. jammed all the way lor! wah lau... took nearly an hour to reach! :( didnt really drink today.. dont have the mood to.. "generous" 5th aunt poured a cup of super thick martel lor.. NO ICE NO WATER! wah lau.. drank abit then pass it to Sis Aq.. :P

been so lazy to update my blog leh.. sianz.. was basically doing nothing for the past 1 week..damn broke.. nv been poorer b4 than now ever since i started working 3yrs back man.. HAIZ...

18.01.07 (thurs)
met up with daphne at CP after work.. hee left work at 5.30pm! went to nokia to collect her hp.. as usual.. lousy nokia.. forever full of angry customers goin to nokia care with their lousy hp.. (-_-) waited a while, collected the phone.. dinner-time! boring US had nothing to do and nowhere to go.. so we headed home at around 9plus.....

19.01.07 (fri)
its friday night again!! where elsE? shin bar.. haha.. shin bar has become my fav hang out now.. and our BOSS yesterday was ------------- Eileen Song! hahahha.. yeah..had my card chopped! 1 more stamp to go..hehehe.. Weiwen and Junxiong joined us too.. and they ordered..beer again! yuck... barrier again.. yucks.. attendance for shin bar was-- me, qf, daphne, pq, mike a.k.a partner, junxiong and ww(uninvited!) hahaha.. Wenshan was drunk yesterday.. no drunk lah but tipsy i think.. went geylang for steamboat with her.. her colleagues are so nice lah to let her leave first.. so, dap, qf, pq and ww joined us.. why we left earlier than them? cos the drunk cats - QF AND WW were happily drinking and playing games!! ws and me cant be bothered so we left first..haha..
reached home @ around 4plus i think.. zzzZZZ

20.01.07 (sat)
woke up at freaking 10am lor! damn exhausted.. went to Mirama Hotel with Keline and Jocelyn.. Sisss waited for us there.. went to a restaurant there... (dunno the name) for tim sum.. food ok only but service there sucks lor.. no choice.. cos all the staffs there are "chee-nas"~! BOO!!!
came home after tim sum.. at around 2plus.. wah.. knocked out.. slept till 6pm.. didnt even felt like goin the dinner at first lor.. but..haiz.. not my profession to put aeroplane lah so lan lan had to go.. sianz...

well.. im off tmr as well!! yeah~~ will be meeting up with Qf and Pq, Daphne and lil charmaine! haha... east coast again.. why all kiddos like to play with sand huh?! haha but yah..since i love the beach too.. though i didnt really like sand.. haha.. pls dont rain tmr ok! :) if rain then have to change plans le.. CHOY!

kinda feeling troubled for the past 2 days.. yah..really dont know how to say lah.. wondering.. why humans always like to waste time hoping for the impossibles?

--if only i own a time machine...
--if only i can read ur mind...
--if only i could let go as easily as u did...
--if only i was given a 2nd chance...
--if only i could go back to the day - 2.10.06

i will never want to let u go again....... :(

smoke-d @
Sunday, January 21, 2007}

damn fucked up.. totally loss for words!! this is the damn worse-worst mth EVER man.. nvr been more broke than now.. i cant imagine how im gonna survive for the next 2 weeks.. knn.. forget it...

shall be resting for this mth.. till feb.. but now really fucking low in confidence le... haiz.. damn sian.. cb.. think for 2 weeks also cant go out so much le.. wah i think i will miss all my khakis man.. but nv mind lah.. NXT MTH! fuck.. will fight back de lor..

damn freeeaaking tired today.. aiyah actually i'm tired since sunday lah.. Sat went to shin8 with daphne.. then qf, pq and charis joined us later in the night..as qf's grandpa passed away in the hospital that night.. after shin8, waited for Shan to knock off then me, shan and dap went geylang for steamboat! reached home at around 5am.. woke up at 9am for work.. shacked..

took off today.. watched the fucking football match till 6am.. wasted my time! slept till 10am i think.. think i must be too exhausted.. that dap actually took 5 - 6 calls to wake me up.. wenta causeway point to meet her as she need to go to nokia care to service her phone..
been soooO long since i went CP..! had our breakfast cum lunch at the foodcourt! my old-time fav-- ban mian! ;) oh and we wenta catch a movie.. one last dance..and i actually fell asleep thrice! first 2 times dap attempt to wake me up.. but the 3rd time she gave up..hahahaha.. paiseh..really too tired.. havent had enuff sleep since.... ? cant rem when too.. everyday only sleep 3 - 4 hrs then go work..esp weekend.. so, we headed to Qf's grandpa's wake in the late afternoon and stayed till now.. wah.. nearly 8hrs man.. haha..sit there til i wanna fall asleep.. GAHS! i want more time to sleep!!

sianz.. its working time tmr again!! getting so sick and tired of that place sia! haiz...
I NEED MONEY!! DESPERATELY!!!!!!!! :(

smoke-d @
Tuesday, January 16, 2007}

damn freakin stress now sia!! lost fucking 500 bucks overall for this week and now im pushing in all that im left with on Lazio..pleeeassse... dont throw my money away!!!

if this match gonna die.. then thats it.. i can be a homie girl for the rest of this month already... NO WAY!!!! and i can really ask yanting to sponsor me blackcurrant jam while i buy the whole loaf of bread which i think..should be able to last me for 4days? yeah..thats the worst i can think of.. BOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

lets not let it happen!!

smoke-d @
Monday, January 15, 2007}

wenta shin8 at 11 last night.. why so late? because of a PIG call Daphne.. didnt manage to wake her up till 10pm.. partner didnt join us in the end.. haiz.. i really hope u are fine..partner.. take this as a lesson.. and forget abt the losses.. :) get over it! so, the early night at shin8 was kinda boring.. only me and dap there playing card games..waiting for Qf to come..
supposed to finish that bottle de..but then end up opening another bottle again..haha.. and this time we finish 1 and half bottle!!! think we are getting more and more immune to drinking le..

after shin8, Wenshan was suppose to acc us to go eat steamboat de.. but her colleagues jio her go Dragonfly.. so.. there we are.. was already half gone upon reaching dragonfly..stayed there till closing lor!! freaking 6am.. hungry me and shan suggested to eat..breakfast.. went to... river valley.. wah!! waited for fucking 1 hr for the food to be served lor! nv mind.. but the food damn spicy lah! we cant even manage to finish half of wad we ordered..

reached home at 8am.. knocked out..

and stoopid, fucking construction woke me up at 10.30am! dammit.. lucky i managed to fall asleep again after a while.. then finally awake at 3plus.. OOHhh.. some people said wanna wake up at 12noon then go east coast.. knn.. but they are still "unconscious" till NOW! 6.30pm liao lor! nv mind lah..let them sleep.. i can also have my P-E-A-C-E.. haha.. hope they will sleep till tmr man!!! wahahaha.. quite impossible lah but i still hope for it..

haiz.. so fast.. 1 and half day gone le.. tmr need to work le.. at 10am somemore.. damn sian lor.. haiz.. haiz... JEEZ! i dont wanna work!!

can i? dont work? but still have money?? dream on.. (-_-)

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Saturday, January 13, 2007}

COUGHING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS!!!!
COUGHING LIKE HELL!!!
PISSED! I HATE COUGHING!
CUT MY THROAT LAH!!!!!

gahs!! dont knw why today feel damn frustrated man.. dammmmnnnned.. i think its all because of my damn throat!!! wah lan.. smoke also difficult..
its been raining since.. yesterday's morning.. want rain till when?! rain till it drowns all of us ar?! stop the rain man!

dammit.. recently fucking suay.. just like stepping on some neighbour's shit..

not a time for me to blog( i cant stop coughing while im typing)! gonna find a way to cure my throat!! more updates tmr!! :(

smoke-d @
Friday, January 12, 2007}

have always hated rainy days.. reasons? simple..

1. makes people feel cold.
2. makes me fall sick.. (i do really fall sick on wet weathers! suay..)
3. looking @ the rain..makes me feel sad.. no logic but it just makes me feel so. it has got a sad + lonely atmosphere.
4. drenched!
5. inconvenient to go out.
6. made my taxi fare home today so ex! just because of the heavy rain and every1 was driving like tortoise and caused jam at TPE!
7. long queue @ taxi-stands
8. had to bath(forced by mom) after being drenched just in the rain for few seconds!
9. shopping centres are so freaking quiet! shop ma chiam like haunted apartments like that... therefore working time seems to be longer than usual.
10. no sunshine to dry my clothes!!! darn i hate the smell when clothes couldnt dry...

fuck.. go away rain.. see..my list could go on & on lor.. work..sucked for the past few days..totally!! went back to work on tues.. was coughing since monday till now..dammnnned~!! but yea! im off tmr! and Sat! so happy.. been feeling very tired at work nowadays.. :D yup i can have my afternoon nap tmr le!

updates...

took MC on monday and met up with Keline and Qf at amk for dinner.. the Joc joined us at ktv too.. well well.. finished the 1/2 bottle and ordered another juggy.. finish everything at 12plus then we left.. tues - thurs.. worked.. home.. sleep.. worked.. till now..

tmr still no programmes yet.. actually have lah but not confirm yet.. Sat..got EPL!! must fight back!!! damn.. I NEED MONEY!!!! :p

---- WOULD U GO BACK TO THE PAST IF U WERE GIVEN A CHANCE TO AMEND FOR SOMEONE? yes i would.

smoke-d @
Friday, January 12, 2007}

OMG! im getting so lazy to work now! darn... Saturday took off last minute.. Sunday off also but was planned in the schedule initially de.. today... haiz.. woke up and my fuckin throat feeling pain again.. the same old prob.. so took mc.. well..had a well spent weekend.. but..lolx.. a joke for everyone too! BOO!!

Sat 06.01.07
slacked @ home the whole day.. till 8.30pm.. met up with Chiaoyee, Qf, Pq and Tim at the roast duck noodle stall.. LR finally joined us too after much "cyco-ing".. and Keline! haha.. reached dbl0 around 9plus.. managed to get the seat they always wanted! start of the night was kinda boring.. later part, Charis, Chongcheng, Vincent & Mike came too.. every1 was kinda drunk lah! (me too) :( though i cant rem much.. haha.. & charis vomitted outside dbl-o! Vincent damn fun man! esp when he drinks! hahaha.. he m.i.a when everyone gathered outside dbl0.. luckily CY managed to find him.. headed to 848 for supper at around 3plus! Tim and Qf joined us too! so funny lah.. plus clumsy Keline fall down @ the coffeeshop! after eating, Qf, Lr and Keline vomitted behind the coffeeshop.. damn disgusting man.. luckily i reached home le then vomit.. so this is the end of 2nd day being the drunkcats! yup, photos taken..shall upload later! Ciao~~

Sun 07.01.07
slept till 1plus in the afternoon.. then CY call to ka jiao.. so woke up and called Dap! we're bringing her kiddo out today! to where? haha.. swensens' to eat ice cream! we met up at Lucky Plaza at 4pm.. here comes the 'lil gal.. she's so cute lah but damn shy initially.. headed to Swensens as everyone havent had their lunch too.. dun see Dap so ah lian lor.. infront of her kiddo she's like a "xian qi liang mu"..wahahaha.. but she still needs alot of patience lah.. so..after swensens, we headed to Paragon to buy TOYS! haha.. bought some toys for playing sand for kiddo.. cos she wanted to go play sand.. off we go to east coast park.. oh havent mention.. besides the lil kiddo.. got 2 other childish adults so engross in toy'r'us too! officially Qf and Dap.. damn.. stoopid Qf even played a ELMO toy and demostrated the elmo to me and Cy.. hahahahaha.. damn idiotic.. and both of them were stucked on playing a toy piano.. *faintz!
reached east coast around 5-6pm.. weather was freaking gd man! sat there..played sand with the kiddo.. and me, qf and dap saw a shooting star! damn beautiful lah...really.. but heard that it is unlucky to see 1.. so.. we sat and chit chatted by the beach till 8plus.. then poor dap very tired as she cant sit on the sand with her skirt on.. so decided to go and have our dinner.. send lil gal home around 10plus then the 4 of us went ktv..again..drink.. had "someone" to open a bottle for us.. stoopid ktv got no more green tea..had no choice so we drank coke..damn.. reached home at 2am.. dash to toilet.. vomitted.. felt terrible last night man... thanks to the coke!
well.. had a fun day though tired.. the beach was always my fav place! (ahem in the late evening or night only.. NO SUN! or i'll melt!)

okay i suppose this is a long entry.. shall update more frequently next time! photos coming up...hahaha..stay tuned...

smoke-d @
Monday, January 08, 2007}

damn.. im like drunk almost every weekend.. last night went to shin bar with qf and khakis again.. but got a "newcomer" yesterday! haha.. Daphne's friend, Stephanie.. haha.. she damn fun lah.. but yest Chiao Yee very buay steady de lah.. came for a while only then left with Vincent.. want to make her drunk also cannot..

opened 2 bottles.. martel again.. yea! wenshan treat half a bottle! haha.. she very pitiful lah..work there then always have to treat us.. think she sure feel like fainting whenever we say we will be going..hahahaha.. oh and the waitress there! err i forget her name le.. she's super duper fun lah.. i think next time she sees me again she sure hide de..but nv mind.. i will still ask wenshan to find u!! :P Qf yesterday not fun..scare die.. work only..scare to drink still want to come out drink.. no use.. stay at home lah.. -_-"

didnt go to work today.. freaking tired.. received alot of morning calls today..from LR, Keline and Daphne+Qf.. cb damn kp lor..stoopid Dap on the alarm sound so loud on the phone.. but at least managed to wake me up lah.. bathed and changed.. then suddenly dont feel like goin so called Chris to ask him to cover for me till yanting finishes her lessons at 2pm..
damn paiseh..recently dont have the mood to work..everyday yawn at work.. keep goin out to smoke..etc.. im sorry man.. didnt really work on P.H.. x'mas eve, x'mas day, hari raya hagi cum new yr's eve(31st).. die.. getting lazier now.. but.. who cares? haha.. in charge, so what? the shop also not mine! BOO!!!

so..im off today and tmr! yeah!! be meeting Dap and Qf later for dinner.. steamboat @ m.south! but after that Dap goin home le.. she need to accompany her kiddo today..(act act only lah haha) so that means me and qf wil hve to find our own programmes! :( jio pq and lr to dbl-o but no replies yet.. definitely must MUST find something tonight! worse come to worst me and qf go back to shin8 to drink lor....... see... the pathetic fu-shou... our LU's missing~~~!

MOVING ON.................

smoke-d @
Saturday, January 06, 2007}

today.. i did something..which i didnt ever had the courage to do.. nor i had the courage to face the reality.. been thinking for the past few weeks.. its really time that i move on.. erase memories that reminds me of "you"... though it was the only thing that u gave me..that accompanied me thru the days when i think of u .. but yah.. i just have to let go...... kind of..cant really bear to do so.. i still think of u alot.. it was nvr ever easy to give everything up.. took me 3 freaking mths to finally straighten out my thoughts. anyways, if u are reading this.. just wanna let u know that i will give u all my blessings for whatever u do or wherever u will be.. things will nvr go back to how it used to be.. but.. do remember me as u move on.. and as a friend(if i'm) i'll always be right here for u if u ever need someone..someday..

always be in my thoughts......
05 Jan 2007 12.22am

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Friday, January 05, 2007}

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!

FUCK LOR, TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN. IM NOT INTERESTED IN UR MIND GAMES OK AND I DONT HAVE THE FUCKING TIME TO GO AND HOAX U ALL ONE BY ONE. I'VE ENOUGH OK. IF U ALL THINK IT IS SO FUN WANTING TO MEET THEN QUARREL, THEN AFTER HOAXING U ALL THEN THE OTHER ONE SAYS DONT WAN MEET. WTF?! FUN AR? IM NOT INTO UR GAME. THATS IT. I WONT WANT TO WASTE MY TIME PLAYING MIND GUESSING. AND IF JUST ANYONE OF U WHO DONT WISH TO MEET, THEN SAY OUT LOUD. AND TO ME, IT WAS BOTH OF U WHO SCREWED EVERYTHING UP.

smoke-d @
Wednesday, January 03, 2007}

me and lr.. dbl 0 31/12/06


knn..qf eat my tofu again!!!! dbl 0 31/12/06


ke pq me.. all trying to hide fat chins! dbl 0 31/12/06


bad hair day.. :P dbl 0 31/12/06


me & dap at shin bar 29/12/06


cb dunno which shaky hand photographer!
shin bar 29/12/06


me & chiaoyee.. (faint) shin bar 29/12/06


me and qf.. who's the pest below?
shin bar 29/12/06


drunk cats-me qf cy! shin bar 29/12/06

smoke-d @
Wednesday, January 03, 2007}

gawd! where i went? realised that i havent been blogging for over 10 days! damned! well.. whole of last week was full of programmes..with dearest QF and Daphne. went drinking for 4 days.. went shin bar on wed, thurs went tiong bahru for dinner then later QF headed to ttsh to visit her grandpa..so me and Dap headed for a movie. Eragon. thumbs up!! here goes the update for fri-sun! :D

FRIDAY 29/12/06
met up with Dap, Qf, Mike, Pq at shin bar after work to finish the bottle we left there.. hmm.. that days was disastrous lah.. guess everyone was kinda drunk.. Chiaoyee and her bf came too.. we had another martel open..thanks to the generousity of CY bf.. haha.. and i think later part of the night our table became the centre of attraction lor.. cos everyone became very KP. then stoopid weiwen still order another barrier of beer.. after shin bar.. everyone decided to go Dragonfly with Dap.. but me qf and pq stayed there for a 'lil only.. cos damn pack lah.. **exhausted!

SAT 30/12/06
brain dead at work.. decided to take off tmr so... thats means can go out tonight again! haha..
went KTV with Qf, Dap, Pq, Weiwen and Chiao Yee.. damn this time, i vomitted.. think due to being sick of the smell of martel! did i mention it was the "FIRST TIME GENEROUS WEIWEN" treat? hahaha.. finally get to "chop" this small carrot. hahahaha.. after ktv, me and Qf went supper at hougang.. teo chew porridge! gawd! and tat night the bull-energize Dap sprained my arm! gahs!

SUNDAY 31/12/06
I'M OFF!!! hee.. obviously i slacked the whole afternoon at home.. was freaking shacked.. and its new yr's eve at dbl O with LR, PQ, QF, DAP, KELINE, SHULING, TIMOTHY, AGNES & BF, RUOXUAN & BF, ESTELLA. with the mention of qf, keline and pq...u know it was a sure drunk night.. haha.. some unhappiness happened. but anyway it was over so.. it was still a gr8 night! seeing the drunkards around.. haha.. waited for cabbie for freaking long lor.. on called one but nv turn up. me, qf and dap headed to geylang for supper.. reached home 7 in the morning.. omg.. had to wakie at 10am to work!!

BRAND NEW 2007 STARTS.
any new resolutions? i havent start thinking of any yet.. brain was stoned for the past few days after the continuous drinking session.. but will think of some soon! shall have some things for me to strive towards to this year. :P
yesterday was damn damn damn tiring.. so didnt go anywhere after work.. only met up with Qf for dinner at the mc cafe nearby her house. then went to her house.. till 2plus then headed home.. watched football till 6am.. knocked out till 3pm jus now..

well, will be meeting up with Dap and Qf for dinner later, then ktv to finish the bottle we left there.. had some photos taken over the past few days.. shall..upload..if..possible.. haha i've been sayin i wil upload photos but.. failed due to being a lazy blogger. haha... P/S: and someone complained that my blog is BORING with no photos at all.. KELINE LIU JIA XIU. thanks ar for ur KIND COMMENT.. :(

since 2006 has passed.. i also wanna take this opportunity to blog this down too.. year 2006 wasnt a really gr8 year for me.. alot of things happened and at 1 point i felt really lost..esp with no one knowing wat happened.. but i've a gr8 friend. who stood by me.. helped me up on track again.. encouraged me.. she gave me a helping hand when i really needed someone.. spent numerous nights talking to me.. well and she is.. Keline. im really grateful.. serious.. i just hope if i could also do something for u too ok?! i'll be just right here if u need me! love u~! wahaha.. *gross i know but keline dont vomit.. dont always use ur actions and words to "zhong shang" me ok? hahahhaa..

secondly.. my dearest cousin Qf.. i really really love u man.. hahahahaha.. who can maintained such a gd r/ship as cousins like us? for like 21 years since i was born! we'd some misunderstanding a year back and that really drifted us apart. im sorry i realised i really hurt u alot then. forget abt those unhappiness. now we're back together! BEST COUSINS, REMEMBER? but u always go around sayin this to every cousin of ours leh..haha.. dunno who's really the best lah.. anyways, know u've been unhappy.. i cant do anythin or influence ur decision but, jus remember i'll be here like u've been there for me ok? remember "FU-LU-SHOU".. aha..talking abt it.. Daphne.. thank u too..though i dont know if u'll be reading this blog(but nv mind lah got a big mouth reporter lah..haha) knew u for like a mth plus but u've been really a gr8 friend.. all ur support and SCOLDINGS.. not forgetting u trying to be the clown whenever we meet up..or rather when u'r tipsy lah..haha.. thanks for lending me ur shoulder..qf too! wow.. all 3 of us cried in each other's shoulder b4 leh! haha.. ok stoopid.. i really love the companion of LU & SHOU.. hahahaha

lastly, my family and friends.. not forgetting TM colleagues! yanting. uve been gr8! but i cant bear to let u leave in march leh..how?? :( nv mind, we'll definitely work this out ok!

okay, whatever it is, i love everyone of u.. i really appreciate it alot for God bringing all of u to me.. i'm sure.. there'll be somethin gr8 awaiting us ok.. ;)

--- beginning to learn that Life can be beautiful.

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