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Thursday, July 26, 2007}

JEEZ!! this is really gross!! came across this blog from QF as i was calling her the other night and she was laughing like hell. told me abt this lao zha bor!!! damn.. the "whats up bro"? part was so damn gross lah!!! can u believe she RAP??

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Thursday, July 26, 2007}

apparently, ive got nth much to blog recently.

am just here to write a few words in case this turns rusty. lol.

have been returning home everyday after work and for the past few days, ive been all working full shifts..!

i've got my new hp! LOL. sis went to Cuppage on tues to get it after she brought mum for check up.. and yah, mum's sick. well, after so long that i couldnt even remember when was the last time, today i washed my own dishes and vacuumed the entire house. heh!!

gonna pray for mum to recover soon.. :)

shall be back to update more.. this sitting-infront-of-the-non-living-pc has really start to bored me nowadays.

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Thursday, July 26, 2007}

not a fascinating day.. or rather for the past 2 days...
nvr did i expect myself to discover a "secret" after a decade.. well, i'm speechless! i hate people(or should i say friends, or close ones!) going underhands behind my back and yet what u get?! what the hell u benefit from doing so?!!

NOTHING!! and the fucking hell u only brought misery to others! are u happy seeing others being miserable? can i ask if u want a champagne? to hell with that!

i just cant understand why humans are so selfish! u cant have the whole world all by yourselves!! AT LEAST, i didnt do anything underhand!

sigh.. kind of pissed and luckily, it was all in the past though i only get to know abt it now but well, perhaps God is just being fair. and maybe this is the best way out too.

anyways, watched The Vacancy today.. not that bad though but.. the typical kind of thriller i guess. well at least i didnt fall asleep watchin it! ;) and it is my first time watching at the cathay opened at Dhoby Ghaut! feels like the normal cathay theatre leh..lolx! just that it is newer.

was kind of missing sis the other night.. :(
in the past, we wont even send each other our misses and everything. but anyway i think that was because we could get to see each other everyday then lol..
send her a sms saying gd night and i miss her and everything abt aussie! and she replied too! hehe.. i miss her sia..

ate mussels with garlic and the cream sauce today and remember that sis used to cook that at home too.. and weirrrdlyy, i was thinking that her's taste better!! hahaha!! ok i guess no one would believe her's taste better than fish & co's! well but i do.

hopefully she'll be back to visit us on Dec! :) am sooOOOOOO looking forward to it! shall anitcipate and start counting down!

oh and by then..in abt 4 more mths time, i shall remember to start packing and tidying the room..cos my room is filled with dvds and boxes lying all around the room! else she roars again.. hahaha!!

not only her, i actually thought of grandma on that night too.. emo huh.. well i was browsing thru LR's hp looking at those pictures we took at Perth, then i suddenly saw granny's pic too.. i was thinking i might want to post it on my blog..

im afraid that one day, i might forget her face and how she looks like..her smile..

GAHS! im getting real emo now!!! hate this feeling man!
guess turning in now seems like a better option.. dont wanna turn into a insomniac..

PATHETIC! :"<

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Friday, July 20, 2007}

see the smiley.. this few days has been great for me.. im on cloud 9!
except that Baoliang was hospitalised few days back.. went to visit him on the next day after i heard that he's being hospitalised.. i couldnt even recognise him..

the 1st sec i stepped into ICU my heart reali felt sank.. dont even dare to take a sec look at him cos i cant believe thats him lying on the bed.. im glad that he has woken up from his coma on fri.. though he's still in d danger state..

went to shin on friday with Qf, Keline and Weiwen.. atmosphere was abit weird.. as WW got quite upset over Baoliang's accident..
after shin, me, weiwen, shan and ah ming went to visit him again.. was too late so we just stayed outside the ICU..

i was praying for Baoliang to be fine.. and im sure he'll be able to overcome this ordeal very soon. im sure he will.

a friend of mine used to tell me that, u've to totally believe and have faith when u make a prayer. and if u believe God will answer ur prayer, it will come true.

and so i nvr gave up. when i make a prayer, i do so almost every night till it happens. and it did! im sure this time, my prayer will still be answered.. :)

Life is really too short and vulnerable to bear grudges.. it is too short for us to ever regret for not treasuring what we have..

i just wanna treasure everything that ive and everyone around me..

*almost forgot abt last night.. wenta serangoon KTV with Lr, Qf and PQ, Ruoxuan and keline.. fun night though the martel tasted weird.. had supper at some AMK coffeeshop..then headed home at around 3am..

oh and i worked today.. at HG..
Qf, Charis and PQ came.. waited for me to knock off and puffed some.. then headed str8 home..

and work sucks.. well i dont mean today at HG but.. well.. work sucks. LOL..

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Monday, July 16, 2007}

i've uploaded new song!! lol.. not new actually but..been so lazy to blog so not to say loading new songs..
old old song.. but new version!! who dares to say Delta Goodrem dont have a perfect, superb voice?? hehehe.. im in love with this version though im not a fan of Westlife.. eww.. westlife.. LOLX..

okay, Ethel shall not ever evre read this or she's gonna flood me with all her old Westlife cds collection again.. cos she is a big big fan and she do have ALL their albums.. -_-"

more songs coming up..(i try to..) =p

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007}

oh damned! cant enter the title.. dumb!
ive been.. extremely lazy to blog nowadays.. not that i suddenly hate to blog.. but i just.. dont feel like sittin in front of my pc at all... well and if i do, i blogged! =) that shows i still love blogging LOL..

the past week was tiring.. fully scheduled/programmed..

went to shin on Thurs for Pearlyn's bday.. it was so last minute and i could almost head home to rest after work.. was damn exhausted that night but well.. had a nice bday celebration for Lyn with the rest! and the-always-kind-Xueli sent me and Lyn home.. Gracias! i got home fast and earlier..and i still gotta work the next day!! =)

so that was thurs.. fri... shin again.. with Qf, Waiyin, Chiaoyee and guys.. lol lazy to name all of them but just the usual drinkers... ohh that night was craze! or rather only Qf and weiwen is crazy.. haha!! its been so long since we're that siao again.. had supper with shan, ww, qf and eaters.. lol..

eaters..drinkers... hmm...
ok the usual khakis for supper.. guess wad?! WW was so so so drunk and he didnt even ate anything! that alone is unusual enough.. had his head down on the table while all of us eating.. then qf suddenly felt something wet on her feet! cos WW vomitted!! LOL.. the guys held him down the stairs and we left...

sat.. was supposed to rest at home and then meet up with my friends for dinner.. but end up, stupid Qf asked us out again.. Shin..AGAIN!! i was really really shacked! almost had no energy and the smell of martel was so yucky man!

oh! and Cia came over to look for me for a while.. its been like forever since i last met her.. years ago i think..i couldnt really recognise her when i was waiting outside for her.. chatted a 'lil with her.. then she gotta leave.. waited for shan to finish work then we head home...

ok so that was a continuos 3 days of drinking. so i wanna be alchohol-free this week till fri!

took an hour time off on sunday and met Qf and Waiyin for dinner at Amk Hub.. sigh!! wanted to have Pepper Lunch.... stupid Qf.. didnt really want to eat there so.. we went Mos Burger!!! god!!!! LOL.. Tampines to AMK.. mos burger.. haha..
went to visit PQ after dinner.. and she claimed that we din even buy fruits.. well we did! but there's only durians and mangosteens left so i assumed u wouldnt want to eat those when u'r having high fever dont u..

haha so we went up empty handed but hey.. its the thoughts that count, isnt it? hahaha!!

anyhow.. ive got a cousin..who is i think seriously sicked now.. he is only 39 this year.. well..to me i think its really young to just leave this world at this age... honestly i do feel abit sad.. i mean sad bcuz he is a relative? and he is so young.. and also bcuz i heard that my aunt have been crying everyday.. and my sis saw her crying when she was having her dinner..

well, dad says that she became very hagged and slim.. she cant even remember my mom's hp number now.. think its just so hard for her now..

i just wonder.. why people live and die.. people comes and go?!! i mean to hell with that! what's the purpose of that? so that u'll learn to treasure the rest around u? bull shit!! i just thought that if people knows how to treasure what they have, they would!
i think its just bcuz of Fate..

i totally believe in "u'll have that if it is meant to be yours"..
fight for it?! fate is held within ur hands?! nah.. shitty..

in short, life is nvr easy and .. it can nvr be easy.. ever..

not like, we'll have what we want.. or we'll have what we prayed or wished for.. and i think it always turns out vice-versa..

life do suck at times ya? for me, all-times!!

-----Hope what i heard... was what i heard.... i think God is beginning to answer my prayers..! if its not, i think i'd just continue hoping......

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007}

nice title i think.. sounds like a story book ya? lol..

for the past 1 week was just.. plain and boring i think. except for fri which was SHIN night again.. but also nothing special..lol.. cos it seems like i'm there every fri night.

called sis this afternoon.. Lizhen is going over tmr and will be passing her some dramas for sis to watch! and wah seh!! she is going for 18 freaking days! EIGHTEEN!! aww.. i also want to go for so long.... :( 2 weeks will be nice enough though.. hahaha.. asked LR to go to the winter shop in Northpoint yesterday to get socks for sis.. haha.. its $19.90 for 2 pairs.. then sis reaction was "HUH?! SO EX?!"

well, i think she can buy it much much more cheaper there... oh yah! talked to Kai too!! he's so damn cute lah! asked if he still playing football and he said in the old usual way of saying "No".. sometimes he'd say "Noi".. LOL.. cos thats the way the austrailians in his school says "No".. that car-expert-kiddo told me first thing on the phone was.. "Ms Ford, im Ferrari now.. not Mazda anymore".... LOL!!

damn cute.. + his ang moh trashing.. CUTER! =)
when he asked when i'm going over again.. i could only tell him..next time..but not so soon.. sigh.. it was so fun playing games with them running around in the garden.. cold but it was the only time we sweat! and killed alot of Wendy's plants... LOLX!!

gotta go now to continue my 2nd season of Gilmore girls.. =)

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Monday, July 02, 2007}