and i just realised.. 6 more posts,
i'm reaching out to my 200
th.. :)
but with the rate
i'm going right now, i
dont know when
i'll be
writting my number 6..
lol..
well..
i'm freakin' wore out now.
work is kind of breaking me out.. and
we'r all in the kind of situation
i've never had. i admit that
MJ had always got the problem of manpower. but not this time. not this desperate before.
imagine in this 4years, last week was the first time
i'd to work 12 days straight because of the
thurs off day cancelled.. no rest, no time offs. and it was 10 full days at
Tanjong Pagar, 2 full days at TM..
i think its all due to the pressure and tiredness which made that 12 days horrible for me. vented anger at work almost everyday.. quarrelled with Boss.. ignore all calls for me.. and the first thing i did when i reach home every night was lying
str8 on my bed with socks and clothing unchanged. workload at
TG is like hell.. shop is still so unsettled.. messy.. its nothing like TM where i could shake legs.. no matter how hard we work..how quickly we put up our stocks.. the job
nvr seem to be lessened..
this week is definitely
alot better.. but after today's rest, gotta work for another 8 days again.. GAWD.. will have to pray for it to pass quickly and worries-free.
lolx..
but 1 thing
i'm happy is at least i still have
Yanting to help me.. though she actually planned to hunt for a full time job in Feb.. i really thankful for that.
and of cos, Jamie and
Jiahui..
been hanging out with them so often-
ly after work.. because
TG's working hours are from
10am-8pm! =D
went
pasir ris last sat, sat by a cafe and talked really long.. talked
abt all stuffs EXCLUDING WORK.
lolx..
coffee club.. suppers.. was part of the reason i
haven't had enough sleep though! BUT..
i'm glad enough and surprised too..
i'd them talking to me, lame or serious.. giving me solutions.. at least, they lend a helping hand. and Jamie's late night conversations and
Jiahui's encouraging & inspiring
SMSes..
all these staffs..have at least proven me that my effort is worthy..
So.. last
thurs was grandma's 100
th day away huh.. which i
didnt turn up.
lol.
was too tired working.. and plus.. i could have went if i were to make some arrangements. but,
didnt want to. frankly speaking.. i think i really disliked all this siblings and relatives from my Mum.. just want my family, just the 5 of us to live and spend everyday happily, ourselves. cos i simply think they are nothing but trouble. we
dont need
ppl like them to be around to look down on my mum.. to make use of her either. and i know we will be so much better off w/o them in our faces and life.
and when LR asked me, she said,
don't u want to at least go there and pay
ur respect. with no regrets and hesitation, my respond was "No, i pay my respect in my heart, not in people's faces." kind of cool huh..
lolx..
so.. i finally went to
TPY to drink that badly desired tea~~!
haha.. bought 2.. and decided to give 1 up to my dad.. since its not that sweet and taste like Tie
Guan Yin.. but i felt heart pain also..
hahaha..
worked half day yesterday and went Orchard to meet up with LR and nieces.. Ah Bee,
Weiling and
Jingting.. reached there famished BUT they just eaten!! damn..
lol.. so.. had
jap food at Paragon with
Jingting and Ah Bee.. while the rest shopped and waited for us.. hang around for a bit then LR had to
acc her friend to another place after going
TPY with us.. SO I'D TO BRING THE 3 KIDS HOME!! headache
sia..
lol.. send them up to home then i headed back..
was already 9pm when i reach home.. continued watching One Tree Hill season 4!
splendid weekend i spent..
spendid partly also because of the full rest
i've at home.. and the badly missed afternoon naps! =D
--- It's really not about what dreams we've. Because whatever you want, i want that for you..
