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Saturday, May 17, 2008


I'm confused. I'm scared.
I dont know what to do.. anymore...
No one knows what went wrong, not even U...
U've never believed in "FOREVER"...
But this time.. u say .. "What u want is forever".........?
And i guessed, thats because you're afraid...
Isn't that contradicting...?
And all that i want is Happiness..
All i ever want is..... YOU~
Isn't that enough?

I'm so afraid..
Afraid that history might repeat...
And if it does, i don't know what else i can still say.. nor do...
It is so painful..
To know that ... to know the reason you wanna leave.....
I love.. and yet hate you for that..
Bcuz.. i don't want you to ...
i cant.. i don't want.. i wont.. i cant afford to..
I prayed tons of times that you would always stay............(but you never knew)
because ..
i dont want this day to come................ T_T

p/s: people always leave~

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Saturday, May 17, 2008}

Saturday, May 03, 2008
爱 请问怎么走


和你并肩同行
一起走过各种天气
再冷 我都不觉得委屈
但生命转了弯
慌乱间我回头看
却失去你的踪迹

不想一睡不醒
免得错过你的消息
忍着痛 忍不住了我就深呼吸
你说过的永远
说好要带我去
心刮着风 下着雨 想着你 往前进
噢~爱 请问怎么走
我一个人 翻过山 越过海
只为你对我好过
这份爱 前所未有

噢~爱 为什么不懂
我也不懂 谁劝我 谁爱我
谁可以让我解脱
你的微笑的温柔 的负重
no~只想 等你 回头
亲我 oh~的双手
想着你 就能执著 不管多么寂寞
我的苦 我的泪 我的理所当然
只要你说你懂 就足够~~~~oh~~
我翻过山 越过海是谁谁劝我 谁爱我

smoke-d @
Saturday, May 03, 2008}


HeLL0 stRangErS~


guess this is my longest time ever that i've "snaked-out" from updating!!

so!! my taiwan trip has become history.. lolx.. moreover.. i've very vague memory of it right now.. not because i didnt enjoy the trip, but.. its been a month!
i love the weather! the after-winter weather... =) that explains why ive always hated SG's weather!

and im so so so amazed with Taipei 101.. the amazing lift.. lol.. okay, though everyone thought i was idiotic for finding the lift amazing. BUT STILL?!!! IT WAS MY FIRST TIME TAKING A LIFT UP TO .. 98 STOREYS OKAY?!! hahaha..
not to forget "9 fen" too.. frankly speaking, there isnt anything much there, except for the goodies which "tan shui" have too.. but we met a nice nice taxi uncle whom we took his cab and he drove us around in "9 fen" for the afternoon..
the scenery, river, and 1 of the most memorable - "tian deng"

it is a huge huge lantern which people use to write down all of their wishes.. and the lantern is so enormous that i dont even know what to write.. lolx..
after which, we'll light it and let it rise.. so, i thought it would rise slllloowly.. and i happily took my camera sllloowwly, wanting to take a pic of it..
hell... who knows.. shoots like shooting star lor!! dammnn.. haha..

and maybe it is true(or not?).. i wrote i wanna strike 4D.. and after coming back the next week, i really got 3rd prize.. lol.. =D

and guess which celebrity we saw in TW?!!!
Kenji Wu! lolx.. didnt find him really good looking in the past. but, he looks really suave and tanned in real.. though i bet he will look alike to Emil Chou(Zhou Hua Jian) when he is old.. hahaha..
anyway.. i am so so lazy to post the pics taken.. but... haha... i guess LR and Keline had already post them up.. so... HEHE~~ pls kindly click on "LR" or "Keline" on the right corner of my page!

havent been doing anything much recently..
but.. my off days seemed to be quite "organised" leh.. haha...

oh.. have watched "The Leap Years" recently. and i guess this is one(I REALLY MEAN ONE) SG production that i really liked. and surprisingly, its not one of those Jack Neo's lame, ah beng's movies okay.. it is romance movie!

will be catching "Harold & Kumar 2" later.. ErrrR... as for the location.. i'm not convenient to say BECAUSE OF SOME PEST!! WHO MIGHT TURN UP IN FRONT OF MY FACE!! needless to mention, i guess u guys know who is it.. haha.. someone.. someone.. who has a pair of carrot leg.. hahahahahaha...

will really update soon soon soon... and i've changed my blog's music! pls open up ur ears ladies! especially the carrot leg lady..! =P

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