You Are a Bad Liar

Sorry, but no one is really believing any of your lies. You're going to have to chill out and practice a lot before you can really deceive effectively.

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Monday, August 27, 2007}

jeez i think this is funny!! and quite true.. lolx.. anyone close agree? hahaha..im my own best friend! yeah...?! probably..

You Are 20% Extrovert, 80% Introvert

You are quite reserved You aren't afraid of social situations... But you very much prefer to go it alone And why not? You're your own best friend!

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Monday, August 27, 2007}

You Are a Realist

You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass. You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is... But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on. You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

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Monday, August 27, 2007}

You Aren't In the Best Of Moods

While you aren't full on depressed, things aren't going your way. You may be hurt, angry, frustrated... or all three. Not to worry - you'll be feeling fine in no time.

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Monday, August 27, 2007}

You Are 40% Emo

You're definitely not emo, but you do understand emo people a little. You are introspective, but not to the point of driving yourself crazy.

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Monday, August 27, 2007}

damn i kept mixing up/forgetting my blogger username and password!!
thanks to the complusory conversion to gmail.. whatever!!

so whats up for the past week? heh.

nothing, but a marathon for prison break season 2. and so, ive been watchin that from fri's night til today's noon.

6dvds 3hrs each. hell i've watched 6hrs of tivo continuosly for 3 days after work! with Pop!! lolx.. but i'd to sacrifice. that is to switch the subtitles to chinese for him but.. thats.. fair enough or else he will go on and on asking me questions.

woah and not to forget, he did watched season 1 with me last time! lolx..

except for those dramas like gilmore girls, one tree hill or o.c which i think he hated and almost fainted when i watched every night.. i think prison break is the one he lovveeesss..

now, he feels stucked like how i always felt! hahaha!! cos..there's still season 3 coming up! but.. due to season 2 was just released last fri, i dont think we can get to watch it that soon...lol..

so, back to the show.. i think it is a 'must-watch' lah.. smart plotting, touching(sometimes). it is definitely a gd one when u actually feel like u'r totally in the show..u'll be thrilled and twisting ur fingers while they are being chased by the govt dogs/FBI bad guy..

and Michael Scofield a.k.a Wentworth Miller is sooOO cool lah! although botak in the show.. lolx.. but LR thinks his brother, Lincoln looks better.. im thinking of collecting the series now! hehe!!

haiz, and everyone knows im not a lottery follower like those who bet every week.. but.. this time, i spent 25 bucks on 6 rows of numbers.. thought if tio huh.. haha.. i can log in to amazon straight and start importing all the dvds that i want. and its like so cheap there lo! eg tree hill's code 3 is selling 69.90 but, from amazon its only 25USD and not to mention, it's all code 1 since its imported from USA..

and i can be on 1 mth leave, unpaid also nv mind! haha.. buy tix to perth, stay there for a mth doing nothing but just enjoying the nice weather and purest oxygen!

sigh, the above is obviously a dream lah.. cos i nv strike haha! like the oldies always said.. "didnt even see a shadow!" wahahahaha.. think only the Tans' family know what it is...

"Most people don't know who they are, that's why they lie. They're afraid someone will figure it out, before they do." (:

smoke-d @
Monday, August 27, 2007}

omg. i cant sleep and its 4am now.

due to boredness and stupid internet was so damn slow that i couldnt surf much.. i could read blogs.. and dbs webb.. so bored that i clicked on the car loan link.

OMG! after some calculation, i realise that if i add another 12 bucks to my monthly money spent on cabbies, i can actually afford a car! LOLX! and its only a 7yr loan, not even TEN!

45k. 2nd hand car(of cos still new! something.. 2 or 3 yrs old). 7yr loan. 3.5% interest = $666/mth. and i heard from my friend which is a dealer, 2nd cars are soO damn new now, it shows singaporean are so damn rich also.. ppl even drive for mths or less than a year then change a new one!

okay back to reality, the above calculation apparently excluding road tax, maintenance, fuels, erp surcharges, coupons, cashcard top-ups, fines, monthly carpark fees.

plus, i dont really like driving now. its like, my fancies for cars are really over.. seeing friends getting into accidents.. accidents on expressway every single day.. people die.. injure themselves, physically disabled.

though convenient but.. dangerous too.. at least i think so.

seeing accidents on the road really make my heart felt stopping for a sec.. esp those tragic ones.

其實駕車並不幸福﹐坐在車上的乘客比較幸福吧。。 哈哈﹗﹗

omg i better cut down on cabbies.. it is sucking my money!!!! BLOODSUCKERS!

i can do better with $648 on alot alot of things!

smoke-d @
Tuesday, August 21, 2007}

ironic. im supposed to go to work today..and usually we'll have area cleaning on mons'.. but i didnt go to work today bcuz of the stupid flu virus junjie and cecilia passed to me..
THEN... i end up cleaning up my room just now!! tired seh!

i dont usually clean the house though..

but today, i cleaned EVERYTHING in the room! packed my dvds and cds.. wiped cupboards, tv, table, dvd player, cd player and WINDOW AND FAN!! lolx! tidied sis's photos too..

and, i found my old letters than Peishan they all wrote to me in the past! read thru abit.. lol..quite alot of memories then... well, those were the days lah..

decided that i should keep it so that i can still read it when i'm old and gray..

sis called last sat.. reminded me that i muz clean up the room b4 she's back cos on the 20th dec, we'll be inviting all her friends over for dinner! CHEERIOS!! i'm loving the feeling of just thinking abt the dinner!

thus, i cleaned the room today! its clean and fresh! but i think i spoiled the fan..abit.. lol..

yesterday we went to weihao's 21st bday at Aranda Country Club.. kinda bored lah.. cos only a few of us turned up.. and everyone is busy so we'd to entertain ourselves.. and left around 9pm..

heard from PQ that next sunday they are going to pray for grandma at her 3rd son house(which i dont really regard as my uncle). and very much to my surprise, my mom didnt know abt it.. well sometimes i wondered, is my mom their sibling? it seems like they dont really include her in all this, but wtf, who was the one who took care of granny for YEARS WHEN NONE OF HER DAUGHTERS OR SONS WANT TO BRING HER HOME TO TAKE CARE OF HER? woah, evidently not my mom.

but wth, i dont think my mom needs all this siblings, or stupid gathering. better still she wont even need to be a maid there! u know, its gd to feel if u know u are being included in all this family matters..chores..errands.. but it suck when u're not being appreciated.

to be honest, since grandma died, i very much hope that mom stop interfering with all this shit cos it makes me feel that her siblings dont even regard her as grandma's daughter. but well, i know she wouldnt hack care cos she still miss her mom right.. to hell with what ppl think or see her.. i'll just fuck them in their face one day when it reaches my limits to toleration! i think it will be so much fun pointing my middle finger at them one day! lolx..

sigh, now im kinda out of dramas to watch.. finished gilmore girls.. one tree hill season 1&2.. opps and i found out that gilmore girls didnt end at season 5 lor! damn.. no wonder i felt that the ending damn crappy.. sian and im stucked again! tree hill season 3&4 also not out yet.. =(

anybody got nice dramas to intro? lolx.. but no korean dramas pls... :P

time takes it all, whether u want it to or not. time takes it all, time bears it all, and in the end, there's only darkness. --Stephen King

smoke-d @
Tuesday, August 21, 2007}

wth !! i cant upload new song!!

first, i spent few mins uploading, then realised i forget to convert it into mp3 format. and now tat ive uploaded.. my blog got no music for gawd knows why!! =(

jeez!! wasted my time sia..

ok i just wanted to "noise" and grumble.. so a quick update for now!

was homie all day on National Day.. wanted to stay at home cos i thought it would be nice watching the parade since i havent been able to watch it ever since i started working! and i .. ok mission failed. simply after 5mins of it.. watching a few aeroplanes flying, thousands of ppl running here and there to form sg flag.. or some wordings.. LOLX!! ok sorry that was hard effort i know, BUT.. simply too boring for me...

switched the tv off .. and watched my One Tree Hill, hell lot nicer!! wanted to meet up with Jamie for "froggie" porridge but i was too tired and lazy to go out.. hehee.. paiseh..shall make it up to u soon okay?!

was working on fri and wanted to go home to rest after that but Qf called.. so wenta serangoon ktv with them.. hai.. 1 song made them cry.. hahahaha!! ooO, and everyone didnt drink much that night and .. didnt want to keep balance, so i drank with Charis.. haha and she was drunk!!

hmm.. besides drinking and some night life, s'pore dont really have much entertainment sia.. sianz.. so naturally i guess it makes "drinking" one of my hobby now.. haha gd for blood circulation! LOL

opps and supper! 1 thing singaporean can do at night.. EAT!!

initially wanted to go to Gwen Stefani's concert with Ashley tonight cos Jeff got a pair of tix!! but, ash was too busy to leave work early.. and from those that we know in MJ now, only me and ash are into r&b.. no one else is interested in gwen..sad!! so we knocked it off..wasted man!!

ended up going bedok with my staffs after work for supper just now.. this is the first time without the old birds - Leeling, Ethel and Yanting..
not as much laughter, but still okay..

anyway my motive wasnt supper-ing.. but to talk to them.. gah cos silly junxiong got into an argument with a customer last sat.. and lady boss called me to ask me to go Hg on coming Sat.. cos the fncking customer wants an explanation and apology..

sigh.. say until so nice.. end up also go there let her fuck only lah.. sianz... i hope i wil be on extreme extreme cloud 9 that day..

sometimes i'm thinking.. to be in direct sales line/customer service industry isnt a very easy thing.. must be able to tolerate and even swallow ur pride. but, honestly, im so damn numb to it now..(unless im in a foul mood) i think ive the supernatural power to my ears.. when they shout or make a scene.. those "noise" are like dogs barking in my ears.. so, wth! just let them bark!

i'll let them say anything that they like, BUT dont u asses curse my parents.. haha!! i will risk losing this job to curse u in ur face...

grr.. always got this kind of sai gang to do.. nb..

4get it.. jiao dao wu fang..its my fault.. haha..

well, its 3am now and i gotta wake up at 8.30 later.. -_-"
anyone's kind enuf to bomb my phone later? hee.. u'll be gr8-ly appreciated.

smoke-d @
Wednesday, August 15, 2007}

ok yesterday was the most horrible clubbing experience ever!

went to dragonfly after shin last night. me, shan, gina and keline went in thru the lobby 1st cos we didnt want to queue up. then Qf and company got stucked by all this bouncer and this bitch! and so, shan and gina went up to find them leaving me and keline there with all those "looked-so-high-idiots dancing and jumping around us so we decided to go and find them too.

ended up in big quarrel and the guys almost fought. damn! the fucking bouncer damn fucking rude and act like though they are POLICEMENS!! oh pls, take a look in the stupid mirror or just pee on the floor and look! u are just a chao bouncer not mata ok!

forget abt this ppl who just spoilt our night and wasted our efforts to st james!

we waited so damn long for cabs and haha!! this shan's friend..so drunk and wasted.. so funny!! and his guy friend is so pitiful lah..have to carry him yet no cabs wanted to go bedok.. and he live in jurong somemore but the drunkard live in bedok.. he even quarrelled with a taxi uncle who's only going to pasir ris. but i think initially he said ok to bedok then dont know why reject them again.. poor him, fight with those idiotic bouncer le, come out still have to quarrel with taxi uncle..

betted with shan that surely no cab want to fetch them!! hahaha!! sitted on the roadside, and his guy friend keeps singing "standup! for s'pore~~" cos obviously he is so drunk that he cant even stand properly! then he suddenly fall forward when i said "wah, if now Lee Kuan Yew pass by, u jialat leh"! lolx.. there i became the murderer..

at least, some entertainment after the fight.

6th Aug, Mon.. had Lims' dinner at the Chong Pang -thai kok chun.. lol.. for dad's bday.. well, it was the 1st family dinner without sis around.. sad of cos.. no one to share crab with me and i felt quite stress eating it alone cos the 3 of them keep staring at me and had the look "u are so slow!" on them..

kind of feeling upset when i was especially eating the crab legs..haha..
cos when sis is around, she always eat those and i nv liked the crab legs.. didnt want to order crab but mom wanted to..and i think its bcuz she knew i like crabs.. cos she nv suggested to order crabs last time when we went for dinner..

AND, she only ate 2 pieces!! gawddd..

but i stil managed to finish the whole plate.. clever me, i knew i had to finish all the crab so i ate very little rice and the rest of the food..haha..

and when sis is back, we gonna eat the fav thomson's huge fat crab!! :D

lastly, drunkard of the night was keline, as always. she's always top-charted. LOLX.. and bastard of the night is Song QINGFEN! she damn idiot. 2 things she did last night.

1st, was to "TRICKED" Jennifer into asking me to drink. but Jen's cup was pure green tea! then after that the idiot told me that so i "F" jennifer. haha.. see.. im ur friend okay.. dont gang up with others to cheat me hor.. lolx..

2nd, was to being the big mouth.. who promised not to big mouth me and tell Yvonne i said she's big mouth(and i didnt say she is! though i said it in a indirect way when Qf say Jennifer got a "ying tao xiao zui" when she pecked her.. and so i say ok, i go find Yvonne now.) see.. i didnt say YVONNE GOT A BIG MOUTH ok..

end up, she revenged in the toilet..
haha, and she's so clumsy..tripped into a hole and got her legs bruised..

SONG QINGFEN, u are the bastard. nv mind, u'll get it from me the next time.. and dont let me hear u screaming in the toilet.. "ok WO YI HOU BU GAN LE..YI HOU BU HUI SHUO PIAN HUA LE".. S-H-A-M-E!!!

smoke-d @
Thursday, August 09, 2007}

lolx..i havent been updating i know..people... i think all of u are too bored in the office so keep flooding each other to update right..dont think i dont know.. hahaha!!

im so lazy to update lah..

and the reason im here now...is because ive finished watching the whole 5 seasons of Gilmore Girls.. eek! i feel so weird lah.. its been more than a mth that i've been watching it every night... then it suddenly all ended and ive got nothing to watch!! sad!!

i've brought home One Tree Hill which Leeling highly recommended..but... watched it once before but i stopped at the FIRST disc.. shall be determined this time to finish it! :D which means..lesser time to update!

nothing new happened around me.. just the regular circulation of my daily life.. work..home..dvds..sleep..fri night @ shin..

except that..i've actually got some gd job offer recently.. damn confused and stress..
cant make up my mind on whether i should leave or not...

& of cos, i did mind-search abit.. things like: what if i cant get used to the new environment? what if i miss MJ? what if my new colleagues are mean? what if i become jobless for mths again? what if i regret? & what if i disappoint those who introduced me into the new jobs and et cetera.. yea thats alot of IFs...

thought abt it alot.. i cant really keep on staying on jobs based on my interest and conveniences.. BUT the 1st step out is reallllyyyy hard esp after staying in this company for 3 and half year.. admit that i'm a timid.. and definitely not a challenge seeker.. i've actually turned down numerous offers which the pay-offs are WAYYYYY better than MJ..

ask a moron to choose a post between MJ's supervisor or S'pore Pools's asst. manager? i bet he'll choose the latter..
MJ might even close down 1 day but not sg pools. EVIDENTLY!! not to mention the extremely tempting bonus they offer, even the basic salary is 500 bucks above my MJ's salary..

haiz.. sometimes i'm thinking, why am i still hesistating... lol..

anyhow, ive decided to put it on hold first.. =)
oh and stingy MJ just gave me a PATHETIC 50BUCKS increment!! LOLX! $50?

frankly speaking, I SEE NO KICK SIA!! wahahahaha!!! in this rate, i see another 10years going down to reach the same salary that sg pools is offering lor.. siao.. a decade.. by then uh.. my blog add will be same as the ch 8 old lady.. laozhabor.. LOLX!

wassup, bro?? wahahahaha... well, im just entertaining myself abit.. cant imagine i RAP at her age and sayin' wassup,bro?in the damn poor pronounciation as her.. wahaha! like my ah mah singing sia!! ok crap.

wooh and im off tmr again!! viOOOla!!! going dinner with Lim's but 5 "que"(short of) 1 lah.. 1st family dinner without sister.. no more viOOla.. BUT!!! she's gonna be back in Dec for X'mas! chop!!chop!!confirmed!! CHEEERRRIOOOSSSSS!!!!

soon soon!! another 4 more mths to pass! i bet she miss singapore food man!! when she touch down or whatever.. feet touches singapore's ground, butt sitting on s'pore chairs.. we'll have bah kut teh!! we'll have pig liver, intestine, kidney!! (wah sounds abit gross lidat) we'll have PORK!! wahaha.. cos aussie pork suck! i dont really like pork but.. aussie's I HATE IT! taste worst than any meat man!

*there's finally something for me to look forward to x'mas this year!!
if i can, i wanna put up a big banner at changi airport.. "WELCOME HOME, CHELSEA!!!" hahaha ok, imaginary one lah.. lolx if not ppl might think that we're welcoming some superstars..haha! =P ohhhh no!! ppl might think we'r welcoming Chelsea FC!!! wahahahaha!!

ok i think thats funny but moron.. i know u.. mean humans are scolding me that in ur head now! whatever! im happy!! moron also never mind...
it's seldom for me to be "moronic" ok...

smoke-d @
Monday, August 06, 2007}