stupid mouse! suddenly spoil yesterday then i couldnt click on anything! so my big sis bought a new one and she bought a "close-to-cheapest" mouse! so lousy! argh! i shall lookout for one myself soon.

fun day working with Leeling & Yanthing & Ethel yesterday! we celebrated yt's bday in da shop! lolx.. Lee was sooOO LAME! suggested us to play this "NUSERY RHYMES" cd which has got the happy birthday song inside! yuck! when we started playing that track, everyone burst out laughing! lamest bday song! lolx! and the cake we bought from Four Leaves...taste much more better than i expect..hahahaha..

its my off day tmr again! but no programmes yet! :(
hey did i mention anythin abt driving to work few days back! my driving skills sucks! i havent been driving for mths & i realised that i almost forget how to drive now! drove to tampines with big sis..& i was quite retard! blah! drove at 80 - 90rpm.. ha..i used to be much more faster! ok whatever. im a safety driver now! lolx.. *puking

haiz.. dont really wish to talk abt work.. but it has been bothering me for the past few days.. Wen jie's no longer working.. cuz .. i sacked him.. ok be it im mean or cruel. but i really think that i should do so.. im sorry but it was over my limit of patience and leniency.. :) so now..abit struggling with work la..so shorthanded.. but luckily ive got yanting.. and lee too! ethel! lolx.. the 3 angellic colleagues cum friends. really appreciate y'all soO much! hee..

ok guess ive to stop here! im too lazy to blog everything! bye! (-_-)zzZzzZ

TO BE CONTINUED... (lolx)

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Thursday, September 28, 2006}

Rain - Not Used To w/ English by J_Jea


this is so freakin' touching can! i wasn't attracted initially by his looks, close-to-perfect-bod, dance, or killin' smiles.
it's the 1st song that caught my attention when i played his concert dvd. & after which i got to know that this song is abt his passed away mom.. those who knew me would know that i'm a all-time "sad-song-lover"! and this is the saddest song for the mean time for me! lolx

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Saturday, September 23, 2006}

-mood swings again
-tired of working
-tired of working because of money
-is it true that money = happiness?
-what are my goals?
-where and what will i be in the next 5years?
-so f*cking tired of wearing a mask infront of everybody just to hide my feelings/unhappiness
-besides my family, who really cares for me?
-can i ever quit smoking?
-how to ever start the "quit-smoking-plan"?

ok, i think im blogging R-U-B-B-I-S-H.
dont know why i'm feeling so down out of a sudden.. maybe its really true when people say - think more for yourselves, humans are all selfish, no one would care for u more than themselves..
aiya..i'm just insane. rubbish blog. dont even bother to read this if anyone out there is reading!
no happy news today at all..

Lee Seung Gi - because you are my girl have been playing repeatedly since i on my pc! im falling so in love with the song! though i dont know what he's singing or even who he is! lolx.. but its romantic lar.. gd recommendation from Lee Ling!

ok i shall stop here..apparently i dont have much things to blog abt today. (-_!!!)

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Saturday, September 23, 2006}

tired..tired..still tired!! i think ONE off day isnt enough to replenish my energy!! eek! i think its always lidat when someone's getting old..lolx..
wanted to watch John Tucker Must Die today..then realised that it will start screening on this thurs! lolx.. but nv mind! cuz im goin to sakae sushi for dinner! haha.. abit sicked of it but..no choice! ive got a "rice-fanatic" friend! lolX!

ive been in kinda gd mood @ work! mainly bcos Yanting had convert to full time! awaiting for asst supervisor post! hahahhaaha..i think i'd nv dream that this will happen! ive been struggling with work after tony left! and besides yanting there's no one else who can really assist me, or had my work done seriously n properly when im off.. people might think part timers cant do much or help much, but u're wrong! cuz she is definitely the kind of staff where everyone would have their thumbs-up for her! so i will definitely give my fullest support to get her promoted & pay rise!

haiz..chalet is drawing nearer and nearer! scared..worried..lazy(to entertain).. dont want to take photo! dun sing bday song can? so weird.. lolx.. i wanna die when i imagine the scenario! hahhahaha.. forget it..anyway its only once in a lifetime..hahaha..

goin off to bath now! gonna be late! byeee! (:

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Monday, September 18, 2006}

whee~ im so so so into this song recently! though its quite a old song n Lee Hom sounded..weird then.. lolx.. but nice! been so long since i last blogged! apparently, ive been so lazy to turn on my pc.. got nothin much to surf online too!
was working at CP yesterday! my old town! saw alot of pple that i used to know there! those cleaners and barber..lolx! fun! but..hahaha.. the staffs there..ermmm.. only 2 of them i can say is normal.. lmao! esp the Jeff! argh! YUCK! lolx! i think my TM staffs are the best! (& behaves more normal too) hahahahha.. no CP or rather other MJ staffs should ever see this! lolx! if i can choose, i'll nv wish to go back to CP again! hahahahaha!

oh and guess wad!! tony's goin to Lee Hom concert! Lee Ling too! lolx.. so we agreed to buy the tickets next mth! arhh..but im not too sure yet hahahahaha.. have got some "special" reasons not to be mentioned here..lolx! but do hope that i can go.. ;)
am going ktv later! hahaha.. oooO..keline is goin to kill chickens again! hahaha!
lazy to blog! it suddenly comes to my mind that mayb i can write in point forms! hahaha! lazy people loves writing and reading point form!

: chalet is coming.
: excited but feeling nervous too cos have to take photos with every1.
: ppl who know me well know that i dont like to take photos.
: i dont want to stand infront of the cake alone and every1 singing happy birthday to me
: LV wallet or new hp? dilemma
: Jay Chou's album is freakin' selling so well & i dont know why. everyone's sales is dropping including Jolin or S.H.E but not Jay. why?
: no more m'sia ciggies! singapore = expensive + nicotine not thick enough.
: yearning to go on leave and rot everyday at home! i miss sleeping days n nights!
: missing grandma, but no time go visit her. hope she miss me too lolx!
--THE END--

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Wednesday, September 13, 2006}

my poor sista.. suddenly feeling so down..cuz of feeling inferior of herself.. haiz.. sometimes i also dont know what to say.. but dad is also weird..why had to digg his "piggy bank" coins infront of my sister? aiyah dont know la.. but i still feel my sis is great! she is freaking fine can.. i dont think she's old n only earning peanuts! i think she & my 2nd sis do alot for this family! though we dont earn much now..but i believe something great will be there for us at the end of the day! IT WILL!
wenta BBQ with Keline & Joc last fri..ha.. quite fun but tiring too la.. & my sis n mom joined! we cant stop eating can! drank abit..stoopid Keline say wan drink with me.. LIAR~~ hahahaha..end up i drank all alone.. :(
heard from ashley that they received a letter of post-promoted from company last week, & just realised that i didnt.. wtf!! i knew right! $70 bucks & expect me to do all shit! while everyone got $100 and was promoted! me, on appearance, in charge of TM branch, but no letter, no nothing! thought alot while working today.. actually, did i get what i should really get in this company? am i treated fairly? am i being appreciated? what am i to them? ans is: no no no.. lolx.. kinda disappointed when i realised that i didnt get any letter while others did. if u'd ask me, existing(& i said EXISTING), what i think is impt to me in my company, who is always there for me, what i really hold which belongs to myself? i can say, its not TM, cuz they didnt even give me the Supervisor letter of appointment. its not the salary cuz its pathetic. but its my staffs. deep down i'm really thankful to have them. they made work so much easier & happier for me.. as they said, they are my "de-stresser"! lolx.. if not for them, i really dont think i'd be staying in MJ for this long..esp after Tony's resignation. :( haiz.. what to do.. if i really dont get the letter by the end of this mth.. then..i think i really have to say bye to MJ..
oh & did i mention that i think Boss kinda have a gd impression towards me now? ha.. heard from ashley that he praised me! lolx.. cant believe! felt kind of bucking up recently! lmao..
yea.. finishing work at 6pm tmr!! & guess wad? tues off! hahaha.. waited so long~~
shall blog again on tues! peepz! (-_-")

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Monday, September 04, 2006}