Thursday, January 17, 2008
depressed..
been troubled over certain things recently.. sigh...
dont know is it because of my sensitivity .. or being a 'lil depressed?
its been yearsss.. nearly a decade i can say.. but .. why is it still haunting me? it looks like i can never never shake it off me! i'm not being exaggerating here but.. its really true..
people who knows.. will know how i feel..
its really miserable sometimes. especially, times when i think of it. and i dont even think that i've ever done anything wrong to be treated this way..
friends told me to forget abt it.. unless u can stop contacting this person. and since u've already beared it for 10yrs so why not let it pass?
words is definitely easier than actions.. but sometimes u just cant bring urself to forgive and forget. and actually i'm the type who can forgive and forget, but .. when the other party cant, and cant stop bringing up the same old nonsense for like FOREVER? how could i ?
i must have done very bad things to him/her in my pastlife.
sum: its nvr easy to understand humans. probably one in a million chance.
next..
i've lost my fucking phone again on tuesday!!!!
fuck sia.. i left it somewhere near my counter.. must be some stupid brainless, cheap, poor, ill mannered students or even grown ups(shame of u!!) whom their mother brought them up to be a thief!!!
im not so sad over the phone..
but its bloody sad to lose my sim card with all the contacts and my memory card!
i've lost all my contacts apart from those which i can still remember their numbers.. GAHHHSS! and there's still some photos in my phone which i havent even upload to my pc.. my chalet's videos which my staff took that day..
FUCK MAN!!!!i'm getting sooO numb towards the lost of my mobile phone(S).
thrice in 4 years! damnnn it!! every1 said, its like a curse for me.. really leh.. each time i buy a phone.. the longest i can use it for is 6mths.. then for sure.. it will end up in other people's house.. haiz.. i must break the curse.. have to maybe go temple to pray or "beat little man"..
forget it.. the mention of it spoils my day...
