not really in the best of mood to blog.. kind of.. exhausted..recently..

i've always been my own contradiction in my life.

eg; i'm upset, but i dont really know why.
i love my peaceful life, but i find it boring at times.

suddenly, i'd the crave to buy chocolate today.. and chocolate makes someone happy so i guess its a symptom that i aint happy? is that an indication or that im just being over-sensitive?

called sis this evening.. talked for abt half an hr.. it always felt gd talking to her.. gd, but insufficient. gd isnt enuff.. felt like.. im talking to someone so near yet in reality so far away from me.. 3mths and 13days. see ya sis.. (:

thought of a few ironic things abt me.. and wanted to blog it down but.. it all disappear in my mind now..

think im just overly exhausted. ppl tend to be emo esp. when u'r too tired..
but gd news is im off tmr! can sleep till the sun rises till the sun sets! heh! then i'll be "sorrow-free" again!

i simply love off days! esp when i can get to sleep and watch my dramas for as long as i want.

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