ironic. im supposed to go to work today..and usually we'll have area cleaning on mons'.. but i didnt go to work today bcuz of the stupid flu virus junjie and cecilia passed to me..
THEN... i end up cleaning up my room just now!! tired seh!
i dont usually clean the house though..
but today, i cleaned EVERYTHING in the room! packed my dvds and cds.. wiped cupboards, tv, table, dvd player, cd player and WINDOW AND FAN!! lolx! tidied sis's photos too..
and, i found my old letters than Peishan they all wrote to me in the past! read thru abit.. lol..quite alot of memories then... well, those were the days lah..
decided that i should keep it so that i can still read it when i'm old and gray..
sis called last sat.. reminded me that i muz clean up the room b4 she's back cos on the 20th dec, we'll be inviting all her friends over for dinner! CHEERIOS!! i'm loving the feeling of just thinking abt the dinner!
thus, i cleaned the room today! its clean and fresh! but i think i spoiled the fan..abit.. lol..
yesterday we went to weihao's 21st bday at Aranda Country Club.. kinda bored lah.. cos only a few of us turned up.. and everyone is busy so we'd to entertain ourselves.. and left around 9pm..
heard from PQ that next sunday they are going to pray for grandma at her 3rd son house(which i dont really regard as my uncle). and very much to my surprise, my mom didnt know abt it.. well sometimes i wondered, is my mom their sibling? it seems like they dont really include her in all this, but wtf, who was the one who took care of granny for YEARS WHEN NONE OF HER DAUGHTERS OR SONS WANT TO BRING HER HOME TO TAKE CARE OF HER? woah, evidently not my mom.
but wth, i dont think my mom needs all this siblings, or stupid gathering. better still she wont even need to be a maid there! u know, its gd to feel if u know u are being included in all this family matters..chores..errands.. but it suck when u're not being appreciated.
to be honest, since grandma died, i very much hope that mom stop interfering with all this shit cos it makes me feel that her siblings dont even regard her as grandma's daughter. but well, i know she wouldnt hack care cos she still miss her mom right.. to hell with what ppl think or see her.. i'll just fuck them in their face one day when it reaches my limits to toleration! i think it will be so much fun pointing my middle finger at them one day! lolx..
sigh, now im kinda out of dramas to watch.. finished gilmore girls.. one tree hill season 1&2.. opps and i found out that gilmore girls didnt end at season 5 lor! damn.. no wonder i felt that the ending damn crappy.. sian and im stucked again! tree hill season 3&4 also not out yet.. =(
anybody got nice dramas to intro? lolx.. but no korean dramas pls... :P
time takes it all, whether u want it to or not. time takes it all, time bears it all, and in the end, there's only darkness. --Stephen King
