lolx..i havent been updating i know..people... i think all of u are too bored in the office so keep flooding each other to update right..dont think i dont know.. hahaha!!

im so lazy to update lah..

and the reason im here now...is because ive finished watching the whole 5 seasons of Gilmore Girls.. eek! i feel so weird lah.. its been more than a mth that i've been watching it every night... then it suddenly all ended and ive got nothing to watch!! sad!!

i've brought home One Tree Hill which Leeling highly recommended..but... watched it once before but i stopped at the FIRST disc.. shall be determined this time to finish it! :D which means..lesser time to update!

nothing new happened around me.. just the regular circulation of my daily life.. work..home..dvds..sleep..fri night @ shin..

except that..i've actually got some gd job offer recently.. damn confused and stress..
cant make up my mind on whether i should leave or not...

& of cos, i did mind-search abit.. things like: what if i cant get used to the new environment? what if i miss MJ? what if my new colleagues are mean? what if i become jobless for mths again? what if i regret? & what if i disappoint those who introduced me into the new jobs and et cetera.. yea thats alot of IFs...

thought abt it alot.. i cant really keep on staying on jobs based on my interest and conveniences.. BUT the 1st step out is reallllyyyy hard esp after staying in this company for 3 and half year.. admit that i'm a timid.. and definitely not a challenge seeker.. i've actually turned down numerous offers which the pay-offs are WAYYYYY better than MJ..

ask a moron to choose a post between MJ's supervisor or S'pore Pools's asst. manager? i bet he'll choose the latter..
MJ might even close down 1 day but not sg pools. EVIDENTLY!! not to mention the extremely tempting bonus they offer, even the basic salary is 500 bucks above my MJ's salary..

haiz.. sometimes i'm thinking, why am i still hesistating... lol..

anyhow, ive decided to put it on hold first.. =)
oh and stingy MJ just gave me a PATHETIC 50BUCKS increment!! LOLX! $50?

frankly speaking, I SEE NO KICK SIA!! wahahahaha!!! in this rate, i see another 10years going down to reach the same salary that sg pools is offering lor.. siao.. a decade.. by then uh.. my blog add will be same as the ch 8 old lady.. laozhabor.. LOLX!

wassup, bro?? wahahahaha... well, im just entertaining myself abit.. cant imagine i RAP at her age and sayin' wassup,bro?in the damn poor pronounciation as her.. wahaha! like my ah mah singing sia!! ok crap.

wooh and im off tmr again!! viOOOla!!! going dinner with Lim's but 5 "que"(short of) 1 lah.. 1st family dinner without sister.. no more viOOla.. BUT!!! she's gonna be back in Dec for X'mas! chop!!chop!!confirmed!! CHEEERRRIOOOSSSSS!!!!

soon soon!! another 4 more mths to pass! i bet she miss singapore food man!! when she touch down or whatever.. feet touches singapore's ground, butt sitting on s'pore chairs.. we'll have bah kut teh!! we'll have pig liver, intestine, kidney!! (wah sounds abit gross lidat) we'll have PORK!! wahaha.. cos aussie pork suck! i dont really like pork but.. aussie's I HATE IT! taste worst than any meat man!

*there's finally something for me to look forward to x'mas this year!!
if i can, i wanna put up a big banner at changi airport.. "WELCOME HOME, CHELSEA!!!" hahaha ok, imaginary one lah.. lolx if not ppl might think that we're welcoming some superstars..haha! =P ohhhh no!! ppl might think we'r welcoming Chelsea FC!!! wahahahaha!!

ok i think thats funny but moron.. i know u.. mean humans are scolding me that in ur head now! whatever! im happy!! moron also never mind...
it's seldom for me to be "moronic" ok...

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