not a fascinating day.. or rather for the past 2 days...
nvr did i expect myself to discover a "secret" after a decade.. well, i'm speechless! i hate people(or should i say friends, or close ones!) going underhands behind my back and yet what u get?! what the hell u benefit from doing so?!!

NOTHING!! and the fucking hell u only brought misery to others! are u happy seeing others being miserable? can i ask if u want a champagne? to hell with that!

i just cant understand why humans are so selfish! u cant have the whole world all by yourselves!! AT LEAST, i didnt do anything underhand!

sigh.. kind of pissed and luckily, it was all in the past though i only get to know abt it now but well, perhaps God is just being fair. and maybe this is the best way out too.

anyways, watched The Vacancy today.. not that bad though but.. the typical kind of thriller i guess. well at least i didnt fall asleep watchin it! ;) and it is my first time watching at the cathay opened at Dhoby Ghaut! feels like the normal cathay theatre leh..lolx! just that it is newer.

was kind of missing sis the other night.. :(
in the past, we wont even send each other our misses and everything. but anyway i think that was because we could get to see each other everyday then lol..
send her a sms saying gd night and i miss her and everything abt aussie! and she replied too! hehe.. i miss her sia..

ate mussels with garlic and the cream sauce today and remember that sis used to cook that at home too.. and weirrrdlyy, i was thinking that her's taste better!! hahaha!! ok i guess no one would believe her's taste better than fish & co's! well but i do.

hopefully she'll be back to visit us on Dec! :) am sooOOOOOO looking forward to it! shall anitcipate and start counting down!

oh and by then..in abt 4 more mths time, i shall remember to start packing and tidying the room..cos my room is filled with dvds and boxes lying all around the room! else she roars again.. hahaha!!

not only her, i actually thought of grandma on that night too.. emo huh.. well i was browsing thru LR's hp looking at those pictures we took at Perth, then i suddenly saw granny's pic too.. i was thinking i might want to post it on my blog..

im afraid that one day, i might forget her face and how she looks like..her smile..

GAHS! im getting real emo now!!! hate this feeling man!
guess turning in now seems like a better option.. dont wanna turn into a insomniac..

PATHETIC! :"<

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