oh damned! cant enter the title.. dumb!
ive been.. extremely lazy to blog nowadays.. not that i suddenly hate to blog.. but i just.. dont feel like sittin in front of my pc at all... well and if i do, i blogged! =) that shows i still love blogging LOL..
the past week was tiring.. fully scheduled/programmed..
went to shin on Thurs for Pearlyn's bday.. it was so last minute and i could almost head home to rest after work.. was damn exhausted that night but well.. had a nice bday celebration for Lyn with the rest! and the-always-kind-Xueli sent me and Lyn home.. Gracias! i got home fast and earlier..and i still gotta work the next day!! =)
so that was thurs.. fri... shin again.. with Qf, Waiyin, Chiaoyee and guys.. lol lazy to name all of them but just the usual drinkers... ohh that night was craze! or rather only Qf and weiwen is crazy.. haha!! its been so long since we're that siao again.. had supper with shan, ww, qf and eaters.. lol..
eaters..drinkers... hmm...
ok the usual khakis for supper.. guess wad?! WW was so so so drunk and he didnt even ate anything! that alone is unusual enough.. had his head down on the table while all of us eating.. then qf suddenly felt something wet on her feet! cos WW vomitted!! LOL.. the guys held him down the stairs and we left...
sat.. was supposed to rest at home and then meet up with my friends for dinner.. but end up, stupid Qf asked us out again.. Shin..AGAIN!! i was really really shacked! almost had no energy and the smell of martel was so yucky man!
oh! and Cia came over to look for me for a while.. its been like forever since i last met her.. years ago i think..i couldnt really recognise her when i was waiting outside for her.. chatted a 'lil with her.. then she gotta leave.. waited for shan to finish work then we head home...
ok so that was a continuos 3 days of drinking. so i wanna be alchohol-free this week till fri!
took an hour time off on sunday and met Qf and Waiyin for dinner at Amk Hub.. sigh!! wanted to have Pepper Lunch.... stupid Qf.. didnt really want to eat there so.. we went Mos Burger!!! god!!!! LOL.. Tampines to AMK.. mos burger.. haha..
went to visit PQ after dinner.. and she claimed that we din even buy fruits.. well we did! but there's only durians and mangosteens left so i assumed u wouldnt want to eat those when u'r having high fever dont u..
haha so we went up empty handed but hey.. its the thoughts that count, isnt it? hahaha!!
anyhow.. ive got a cousin..who is i think seriously sicked now.. he is only 39 this year.. well..to me i think its really young to just leave this world at this age... honestly i do feel abit sad.. i mean sad bcuz he is a relative? and he is so young.. and also bcuz i heard that my aunt have been crying everyday.. and my sis saw her crying when she was having her dinner..
well, dad says that she became very hagged and slim.. she cant even remember my mom's hp number now.. think its just so hard for her now..
i just wonder.. why people live and die.. people comes and go?!! i mean to hell with that! what's the purpose of that? so that u'll learn to treasure the rest around u? bull shit!! i just thought that if people knows how to treasure what they have, they would!
i think its just bcuz of Fate..
i totally believe in "u'll have that if it is meant to be yours"..
fight for it?! fate is held within ur hands?! nah.. shitty..
in short, life is nvr easy and .. it can nvr be easy.. ever..
not like, we'll have what we want.. or we'll have what we prayed or wished for.. and i think it always turns out vice-versa..
life do suck at times ya? for me, all-times!!
-----Hope what i heard... was what i heard.... i think God is beginning to answer my prayers..! if its not, i think i'd just continue hoping......
