Thursday, May 24, 2007
those were the days...
damn sian leh... sigh...
life is already so miserable le.. why are humans finding problems for themselves? weird weird.... guess..all this problems and obstacles make ppl grow up..
been thinking quite alot recently.. abt what i also dont know..lolx.. dazing everyday.... feel like changing a new job.. new environment.. but... have joined MJ for more that 3yrs already..really cant bear to leave..... how ar...
seems like everyone around me says.. "change a new job lah.. no more commission now.. with basic salary only u can survive meh"?
haiz.. met up with Jamie for dinner at Ajisen(AGAIN!!) today..(-_-") she came to TM to look for me..
wah seh.. remembered.. more than a year back, she asked me if i want to join her .. working at a hp shop at chong pang.. that time was when i wanted to resign from MJ - Causeway.. but in the end.. i went TM with Tony..
she told me, that time when i rejected her, then her lady boss hired another person.. and that guy's salary is already 2k now lor.. WTF!! i really regret lor.. somemore her boss offered me 1400 to 1600 that time lor.. Nabei.. if i know.. Kelvin(ex boss) was goin to sell the company, i sure join Jamie de lor as i initially already promised her.. but in the end i changed my mind.. HAiZ!!!!
but Jamie said, if her boss wanna hire again, she'll let me know.. LOLX.. frankly speaking hor.. though now i say i regret..but.. i dont know if i'll bear to leave MJ anot... of cos not for the stupid company.. of cos not for the stupid boss and definitely not for the fucking Alvin(boss's bro).. but.. really cant bear to leave TM.. i think.. the best days i'd in MJ is even since i came TM...
though sometimes, feel quite stressed up at work..abt sales, abt the high expectations that the others expect from TM or rather me lah..knn..
but i've a group of nice staffs.. they are actually the ones who makes me continue staying in this fucked up company honestly.. ;)
haiya.. enough abt work stuffs.. anyway, it was gr8 meeting up with Jamie today.. didnt see her for years le i guess.. and thanks girl... for dropping by specially.. :D
bear for 2 more days and im off on saturday!! hehehe.. no plannings on that day..
aiyah actually i also dont really go out on saturdays..
its always shin8 on fri.. then sat is for me to sleep at home the whole day de.. haha.. that's life~!
shoooo! so fast.. another 1 more week!! i'm seeing Perth!! just cant "cure" my excitement lah.. will be there for 6days.. and hopefully.. the 6days.. wont pass that fast ok?? pleaaasseeeee.. hopefully it will feel like im there for 6weeks.. haha.. which is impossible lah.. happy moments always end very fast de.. :(
but i miss sis leh! hope she will come back in Dec.. then dont need to wait so long to see her again! i'll be really saving up money.. so i can go next year to visit her again and holiday again!! hehehe..
somehow ive been praying to God this 2days consequently leh.. i dont know is it the correct way to pray anot as its been so long since i last prayed.. rem i used to learn Bible..from my neighbour de "xiao jie jie".. thats what we call her..
but ive been like talking to God in my heart each night till i fall asleep man!! lolx! hopefully... he heard me.......
--- i miss those days... :...(why cant happy moments last a 'lil longer?why is life filled with 70% sadness and 30% happiness?
