Knn!! fucking frustrated now lor.. chao chee bye! im so sorry but this gonna "pollute" my blog.
to whoever it may concern, stop dragging me into ur family problems and i've enough of all this rubbish ok!
ive my own problems to handle too!

oh and to think that u were saying "thanks leh for me trusting u so much". oh fuck. get things CLEAR before sayin this to me.

AT LEAST, I'M NOT A FUCKER LIKE UR BF. AND FYI, IVE BEEN TOLERATING AND KEEPING EVERYTHING TO MYSELF, IN CONCERN OF NOT BEING A FUCKER WHO BREAK COUPLES UP. SO SORRY, TO THIS EXTEND WHICH U FORCED ME TO, IM THINKING NOW, WHY SHOULD I?

AT LEAST, I BET SOCCER WITH LIMITS. I DONT PLAY "HIONG" ESP IF IM USING MY GF'S COUNSIN DE ACCOUNT. and its not 100, 200. its 1.1K. ITS NOT A MATTER OF WHETHER U CAN CLEAR UP THE DEBTS OR NOT, BUT THE PROB IS, DONT U THINK IF THE BOOKI* ISNT MY COUSIN'S BF, THEN LIDAT HIONG ME 1K, WHAT WILL THE BOOKI* DO?

AND I SERIOUSLY CANNOT FORGET, WHEREBY I KEPT QUIET, SEEING "HIM" AS UR BF, IF NOT I WOULD HAVE REALLY FUCKED HIM. AND I ENDED UP WITH WHAT? WITH U BLAMING ME FOR HELPING UR BF BET SOCCER? LOL. JOKE MAN! WAKE UP UR FUCKING MIND LAH.. WILL HE CONFESSED TO U THAT HE BET SOCCER IF HE DIDNT LOSE 1.1K ANOT? OH AND HE SAID TO ME, COS HE FELT GUILTY. GUILTY LEH?~ AFTER SO LONG AR?

PLS LOR, HUMANS WITH BRAINS KNOW THAT HE CONFESSED TO U BECAUSE HE KNOW THAT THIS TIME HE DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO PAY UP ON TIME, AND SCARED I'LL GO AND TELL U AS ITS A HUGE SUM. HEARD THE CHINESE IDIOM "ER-REN-XIAN-GAO-ZHUANG" OR NOT?
I THINK I M BEING NICE ENOUGH BY NOT FLARING UP AT HIM AND STILL REGARDING HIM AS UR BF OK! AS I ALWAYS SAY, DONT ALWAYS ONLY THINK IN UR BF SHOES, THINK FOR OTHERS ALSO. U MAY DENY INFRONT OF EVERYONE, BUT THINK DEEP CALMLY, DID U NOT?

B4 THINKING THAT I BETRAYED U, PLS ASK AND FIND OUT THE CONVERSATION BETWEEN ME AND UR MOM. AND ALSO THE CONVERSATION BTW UR MOM AND UR BF. NW WHO BETRAY WHO? LOL. I SERIOUSLY DONT KNOW. BUT I FELT BETRAYED. PQ, LR AND KELINE.. ALL KNEW EVERYTHING.. I KEPT TO MYSELF IN ORDER NOT TO HURT U OR UPSET U. AFTER DOING SO MANY THINGS AND COVERING SO MUCH BEHIND UR BACK.. THIS IS WAD I GET BACK.

SINCE THEN, LET ME ANNOUNCE, CLEAR AND LOUD IN MY BLOG. FROM TODAY ONWARDS, STOP DRAGGING ME INTO UR FAMILY AND BGR PROBLEMS, SINCE U STILL THINK UR BF IS AN ANGEL AND IM THE DEVIL. EVERYONE KNOWS MY TEMPER AND IF I WERE TO MAKE IT BIG, U'RE STILL NOT UP TO WHAT I CAN DO. NOT EVEN UR BF, SO DONT COME N FUCK ME WHEN U KNOW NOTHING! I CAN BE MORE DRAMATIC THAN BOTH OF U! IF U WERE TO FIND OUT THE TRUTH ONE DAY, FILL URSELF UP WITH GUILT. DONT COME AND APOLOGISE. HAO XING BEI GOU YAO. NABEI CB...

JUST FUCK IT OK. LASTLY, JUST TO LET U KNOW, I DIDN'T SIDE UR MOM OR WHOEVER. I'M NOT BEING PERSONAL. BUT FRANKLY SPEAKING, I PITY UR MOM INSTEAD OF UR THAT STUPID, USELESS, BASTARD BF WHOM U TREATED LIKE GOLD. CONTINUE BEING STUPID IF U WANT, COS NOBODY GONNA INTERFERE IN UR PROBLEMS, COS U ARE SIMPLY HOPELESSSSSS..
FRIENDS, RELATIVES AND COUSINS AROUND U CAN SEE IT SO CLEARLY, BUT NOT U YET U'RE THE ONE WHO'S ALWAYS HANGING AROUND WITH HIM. EVERYONE GAVE UP ON HINTING AND ADVISING U TO GIVE UP AND STOP WASTING TIME ON THIS STUPID R/SHIP, BUT UR MOM.

U'VE A GREAT MOM WHO DONT AND WONT GIVE UP ON U, YET U DONT KNOW.
U'VE A BASTARD BF, WHO CHEATED AND HIDE AND DID SO MANY STUPID THINGS BEHIND U, YET U DONT KNOW.

goodness sake, i think unless GOD wake u up in ur dreams, or else u're wasted.

and my quote to u: if ur bf is a gd guy, the whole world wont think he is bad. go ask around go ask for votes if u need, i GUARANTEE U, 90% amt of ppl(if they know all the things he did) will think he's not worthy.

STOP TREASURE DOGGY SHIT LIKE GOLDMINE
STOP TAKING PPL WHO CARES FOR U FOR GRANTED
& CARE FOR THE PPL WHO CARES FOR U..

PLEASSSEEE, IF PPL WERE TO CHOOSE BETWEEN U AND HIS KIDS, U THINK HE WILL CHOOSE U AR?! U TINK U ARE MORE IMPT TO HIM THAN HIS OWN FAMILY AR? LOL. EVEN SOCCER AND LIVERPOOL ARE MORE IMPT TO HIM RATHER THAN YOU! SO WHERE U THINK U STAND?

I SWEAR U GONNA REGRET ONE DAY, WHEN U LOSE ALL THOSE WHO CARES FOR U OVER THIS STUPID GUY, OVER ALL HIS STUPID TOPICS. LIKE HOW U REGRET LOSING OUR BELOVED GRANDMA.

AND IF IM WRONG, I WILL ADMIT IM WRONG, BUT SORRY I DONT THINK I AM. B4 BLAMING ME, GO DO SOME SOUL SEARCHING GO FIND OUT MORE FIRST. IF I WERE TO BETRAY U, I WOULDNT TELL U SO MUCH OF MY SECRETS. IM JUZ NOT AS DUMB AS U.

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