what's happening to me??
ive been rather .. bad tempered recently.. easily irritated.. frustrated... i dont get whats in my mind....
17.04.2007
wooohh.. it was shin bar night yesterday! was kinda bored at work so asked PQ, Keline and WW if they wanna go.. and they are all so ON!! beginning to reeeali love their companion!! reached there kinda early.. i think b4 10pm..
played a new .. sickening game.. with them and wenshan and yvonne.. wat zhong ji yi ban.. and i kept drinking lor! worst thing is.. i drank whenever im the banker. hell! when i knew the number!!
well, im lousy at mind guessing. the are all pros lor.. oh, except keline. lol.. she's no better too.
PQ left earlier..around 1am.. and me and ww waited for shan to finish work.. SUPPER TIME! oh i didnt know shan is soooO irritating.. she sang horribly in ah meng's car! gawwd.. scared the shit outta me and when i heard it i doubted its her and stoned for like 5secs..
reached at around 3..watched football and slept at 5.. end up!! nv go work.. haha.. im so tired! hee..can rest for 2 days cos im also off today..
was nua-ing the whole day at home.. slept till 1pm.. ate.. watched Desperate Housewives.. then dinnertime!
well since im well rested today.. wondering what wil be up for tmr!! hope i wont get lazy tmr.. =)
haiz.. suddenly calculated my bank's money left.. realised im soOO poooorrrrr! and i really mean POOR. deducting insurance and bills that have to be paid by end of this mth, im left with TWO-HUNDRED-&-SEVENTY-BUCKS! omg!! i cant survive!!! unless i strike lottery..
how about my aussie trip next mth?! so poor.. haiz.. if im still that poor by then.. i cant go there eat grass liao.. grass there should be fresher.. :(
u know..i really hate it when i'd to ignore friends.. its not my capability to do so but at the same time i hate it when things happen repeatedly! why dont ppl put themselves into other's situation and THINK?! im not being cruel or mean or unforgiving, but this time, this really piss me off. and i guess ignoring is all that i can ever do, cos i dont wish for the same thing to happen again and again. like.. every week. all i wanted to say is, every1 has their own probs.. and u need to be there for others if u need them to be there for u. i always believe give and take.
IMPT:
ON THIS FUCKING EARTH WHICH IS SEEMINGLY TO HELL, THERE'S NO ONE WHO CANT LIVE WITHOUT ANYONE! LEAD A LIFE. COS ALL U EVER NEED IS TIME AND DETERMINATION TO END ALL MISER AND TORTURE WHICH IS TAINTING UR LIFE!----LIFE isn't too good for u to make it worse
