its been so long since i last felt -i dont know what to blog- lolx.. cos im using kelines lappie now in the room! on my bed!! lolx.. am feeling pretty tired but just couldnt sleep.. well.. slept for 3hrs on fri.. 6am to 9am.. then went to work.. shacked!!
20 April 07 (fri)
worked till 10pm and initially wanted to go home after work as i was feeling so damn sleepy at work.. was already waiting for a cab then suddenly Nana..(Aina) called.. asked me to go shin bar as she'll be going with few of her colleagues.. so me and weiwen joined them..
luckily we still have balance from last tues.. but was finished up so soon by ww..hahaha.. cos he lost playing games with me..!
so when nana's friends came, they opened another bot.. and we started drinking like crazie..
thought it might felt awkward as we dont know her friends but luckily they are all very fun.. played games and dice.. was kinda tipsy yesterday.. after so long!! i vomitted like hell lor.. cant even remember exactly how much we drank yesterday cos ah meng also opened 1 bot for us..and somehow i remember seeing 2 and a 1/2 bot on the table..dont know is it im drunk or wad.. dunno why every1 ended up taking photos for like 1hour lor.... i think can make a photo album liao..
well i gotta hell shock outta me when Yvonne suddenly cried.. cos somehow she dont look like someone who will cry infront of others..haha.. im more used to her being noisy and crazy.. spend some time talking to her while the others were taking self-photos" like mad..
well well.. hope that she's fine now.. dont waste tears on bitches and idiots..! =)
initially planned to leave at 1am but ... end up staying there till 3am and waited for shan to knock off then go eat supper..AGAIN!! but this time is lorong 3.. some coffeeshop selling seafood..
reached home at 5am and slept at 6.. woke up at 10am.. *tiredz
am being quite demoralised at work recently.. i guess its because of JiAhui's resignation.. :( it is too sudden lah..
haiz.. who's gonna listen to my complaints next time? who's gonna give me gd advices at work?? sianz..had the urge to buy newspaper that day to start searching for jobs then suddenly ashley called.. said "YOU DONT BE THE NEXT ONE TO DUA ME HUH!!!"
seriously i also dont knw what i gonna do if i quit MJ.. im so attached to it now liao i really cant bear to leave.. but coming to think of it.. salary is really miser.. w/o commission now...i cant even spend like how i used to in the past.. at least, in the past, i'll at least get $300-$450 de commission.. haiz.. drop it!! it was already 1 and a half year back then..
for now.. besides taking a step at a time.. i cant think of any better decision.. =)
gawd im really getting sleepy now.. think my sight is becoming blurrish.. haha.. ok i know it sounds abit exaggerating.. BUT I AM! LOL..
lastly.. why cant ppl understand what i mean by LEAD A LIFE? haiz.. the whole world knows what is exactly making me so pissed, but only u. did my blog entry conveyed the wrong msg or meaning? all i wanted to say is "ur life wont end without guys.. NO ONE ON EARTH CANT SURVIVE WITHOUT THE PRESENCE OF ANY OTHER HUMANS.
all we ever need to do is to move on. make ur life better instead of making it more miserable. chinese idioms says "jiu de bu qu, xin de bu lai! lolx..
and im also very sure that i was there for u too when u'r troubled. but until.. i realise all my..or rather our(everybody) words and advices always vanish into the air after few days..
and its definitely not bcoz of a small issue that caused this to happen. its all accumulated....
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