Daniel Powter's -Bad day suits me today.
i was sooOO pissssed today.. over a fucking brainless staff. god damn it.. i was so angry that i think i've totally spoilt my image in the shop. i dont think other sups will react like me today..i actually got so HOT that i push the whole stack of discs on the floor and it flew out of the shop..lolx.. i think .. this is the ever 1st time i reacted lidat during work.. usually i only vent my anger like that at home..or anywhere else except during work.
ok im just simply lazy to elaborate on what happened today. but anyway, fuck it.. he think i will beg him to stay just because company's short of manpower? because im alone today? he's so helluva WRONG. go to hell, motherfucker! i've come too far to let u underestimate me. and u? just another green pea in my eyes. with ur working attitude, i bet u wont go far. BOO!
coming to think of it.. is being strict with staffs, and then sacking/asking them to resign my forte or my weakness?? i dont know. but i definitely dont wish to waste my time on training someone who isnt interested in my work. think im someone vice versa in real life compared to during work-time. real life, i always cant make up my mind.. can therefore, gets very wishy-washy.. but at work.. i dont know why i can be so different? am i being too cruel? but i just cant control my temper when i see staffs showing me attitude..
*Librans wants and demands for perfection..
and this stupid staff told me today : u dont even show basic respect to ur staff, thats why no one wants to work under u? after thinking bout it, the 1st thing that shot me was - Is it true? i hesitated lah i admit. but.. after analysing it.. i dont think so. who are u to gain my respect when u dont even respect me? and pls, talking abt it.. Ashley didnt even want u after ur 1mth training at CP okie! i was the blardy stupid one who asked her to give u the chance and said i'm willing to try u out! fark.. damn regret.. hao xing yet now.. "bei gou yao"(let dog bite in chinese)! CB..
i think im just too lenient towards staff.. and i only blow up after putting up with them for some time.. thats why when things happen, it is too late.
i need to change. i dont even think that im strict enough now.. all this stupid new staff see me quiet quiet.. everything also chin cai.. think i good to be bullied. fuck off lor.. i'm so sorry if U think so!
haiz.. dont wanna talk abt things that dampen my mood le cos this matter had spoiled the whole of my day..
tmr gonna work till 6pm..then meet the Lims' for dinner.. a pre-celebration for LR's bday cos sis wil be leaving on sunday le... think i might want to send sis off that day ba.. anyway i'll be working also..
wah.. sis came back for 1mth le.. but it seems to pass so fast lor.. didnt feel like she's back for so long already.. 4more days she need to go back le....think she must be feeling quite sian also bah..
:( haiz..
shall countdown to 6weeks and 4 days when she leaves on sunday, 15th April. hehe.. cos by then... PERTH!!! HERE I COME!!! jeez! im so excited for the trip lah! firstly bcuz can visit sis.. secondly can celebrate her bday(the reason why we chose to go in May 31st), thirdly... cos i've nvr been to such faraway country b4! keke.. ok i know i sound like a mountain tortoise.. but im just being honest.. haha...
good programmes are lined up for this week..
tmr = dinner with family
fri = shin bar
sat = im off! think i wont be goin anywhere ba if sis will be staying at home that day.
sun = might be sending her off.. then.. go work.. sianz..
updates on fri again bah! (if there's anything shameful anyone does on fri night~)
