its been 3days..since sis left for aussie.. still missing her..alot! i guess alot of ppl cant understand this feeling.. we are all so close.. dine out on every occasion or birthdays... watch tv together and laughed together. no one will ever understand this feeling unless they had the experience of a family member leaving them for god knows how long?! even my sis also dont know how long she wil take to come back. so in the mean while, she can only come back and visit us on her vacation, else we've to visit her.
right now, i wanna save up more money.. so at least, i can visit her once or twice a year. the first visit will be the coming June! i'm so anticipating to it.. but mommy dont want to go as she say she dont dare to take aeroplane.. so dont wanna force her le as she will even feel nauseuos when taking a long bus or cruise.. :( nv mind, i'll take lots of photos with Sis.. then come back share with mommy..

dad looks so sad lah.. dont know how to console him..but guess time will cure his pain.. sis will be coming back very soon de.. time will pass very fast.. we will always be waiting for us to come back.. :D
chatted with sis on the phone this morning b4 i went to work.. stupid starhub.. didnt activate my overseas phone-calling even after i turned 21 (i was below 21 when i applied for this line). luckily dad still at home so i used his hp..hee.. chatted with sis for abt 10mins.. she was reading b4 i called.. haha.. sound so relax hor.. will be getting a .. dunno wad sunpage calling card.. sis said it will be cheaper for us if we use that to call aussie..

well, im still trying to cope with everything now..and trying to adapt too. meanwhile, i dont wish to think or talk abt other things.
still adapting to sleeping alone..
i admit i was very dependent on both of my sis.. now big sis left le.. i feel so uneasy.
everything was so taken well care when sis around.. dad sick she also can make herbal tea.. always stored tibits and juices at home.. even sanitary pad i must also ask her to help me to buy..
GAHS!!! BOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

well now, i guess i only hope for sis to be coping well with her new life, doing good in her studies.. and of cos for the business in the new shop to be good.. or great! so that sis can make enough money le then come home.. i guess no matter how upset we are, sis must be feeling ten times more upset than us.. if we say, we cant get use to her not around, i think she must be feeling tons more miserable than us..
i believe that this temporary departure will bring our family's bond even stronger..closer.. we'll treasure the time spent together much more than in the past.. cos i believe alot of the families outside take family members or the time spend at home for granted..as they thought they will always get to see their family everyday. and never did i expect myself to go thru this now too..

----------i know i have a strong and independent sister. & i love her. :..(

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