• I'm feeling upset.
• I'm confused.
• I'm emo.
• I feel frustrated.
• I feel helpless
• I think i'm going insane!
• I'm becoming a lonesome outta sudden.
• I hate my present self.
• I hate my work and everything around me.

FOR GOD KNOWS WHYY??!!

sigh... there i said "Living in the world called - HELL.. true eh? think im kinda stressed up recently.. well, to the extent that i dont even feel like calling up friends.. or talking at work.. guess my brain gonna crack soon..lolx.. feel like going seletar for some fresh air.. anyone? lol..

26.02.07 (mon)

slacked at home for the whole day.. watched Lost.. sis invited her friends over for dinner.. yah.. the usual..annually.. CNY dinner at my house.. but this year, me and 2nd sis didnt invite any friends over.. after dinner when most of sis friends left, me, pearlyn, charis and both sisss chatted a 'lil.. till 1am i think.. then Charis slept over.. :) that's how another off day passed..

27.02.07 (tues)

were initially off..as planned.. but got so much work to finish..and its already the 2nd last day for the mth.. so went back to work.. didnt help them out or do anything.. just by planning TM and HG schedules, making phone calls.. hiring new staffs.. used up half of my day already.. rushed off at 6pm to meet Lim's family for dinner.. hee..luckily bobby shared the dinner cost with me.. :D sis wanted to buy new shorts to aussie.. and so we headed to Chong Pang..guess wad.. she couldnt find any of her preferred shorts..so they decided to buy body foam..shampoo... then me and big sis bought new toothbrush! so when all of us happily choose our own shampoo and toothbrush and body foam.. then they also happily ask me to pay.. sigh...

total damage for today : $85!! sigh... luckily havent pay dad the $50 for the dinner yet.. haha.. cabbed from TM cost me $15.. those stoopid shampoos cost $20.. knn.. kana "chopped" again..

met up with Mike and Qf for dinner aft work just now.. then headed home str8.. im so damn tired.. have to go HG tmr.. probably to tidy up shits i guess.. :(

--------- 3 more days.. to 4th March.. sis will be leaving for Aussie.. will i miss her? *nodd (-_-)

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