no updates for the past few days..as nothing much is up anyway.. only fri..went ktv with Qf, mike, Cy and vincent and keline.. played some drawing card games..haha qf was drunk..so drunk.. wahahahaa.. took off today..went andy's salon to cut and dye hair.. kinda short leh! and nerd also.. haha.. nv mind lah.. i like acting nerdy also! :0) spent 6hrs at his salon cos me, qf and sis all dyed hair.. after that rushed to town to get my new canvas shoe! all time fav de converse.. actually aimed another nicer pair but..but.. $89.90!! siao ar.. i would rather buy Nike or Adidas if i were to spend 90bucks on Converse..
after getting shoes, we rushed to Paragon to get my levis' tee.. hmm.. ok lah.. aiyah now CNY also not like in the past le..when every1 looked forward to it so much and anticipated so much.. now.. haiz.. waste of time and money..

2 more days.. Valentines' Day le.. haiz... damn sian this year.. drop it.. another sucking topic. but nv mind since i'll be working! if that day got OT i also dont mind lor..hahaha..

feeling very frustrated these few days man.. dunno whats in my mind also..everyday like living in a daze.. work also damn blur.. sian... ARRRRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!! sometimes really feel like finding something for me to vent my frustration..but i kept reminding myself to keep my cool.. for how long? i also dunno.... really dun feel like thinking so much now le.....its been long enough.. i think its enough le.. i totally hate this feeling can! sigh....

--------just hoped u're still here... but now..it seems to me that u're so near...but yet....so farrrr.......

smoke-d @
Tuesday, February 13, 2007}