EMO AGAIN!
late nights are always unbearable......... how to ever forget someone who have always been in ur heart?!
how to forget someone who is always appearing in ur mind.. for like 12 out of ur 24 hrs a day?
GODDDDDDD!! why cant u hear my prayers? why cant u see me? i've only one tiny tiny request...cant u just answer to my prayer..
when ppl says "forget it lah.. let it go.. dont live in the past.. look forward in life"..blah blah blah.. its just whole load of rubbish! the problem is - HOW TO? haiz.. i remember 1 of my idiom -"care for the people who cares for u"... but why am i always caring for ppl who dont care for me?! hahahaha.. or shall i edit it..
edit:// but why am i always caring for pple WHO DONT CARE FOR ME ANYMORE?!
for goodness sake.. i've been insomnia for so many days le.. everyday sleep at 4 or 5am.. then morning stil have to work.. everyday also oversleep.. ARGHH! BOO!!!

pleaseee... someone pls give me some antidote.. that can determine me more..make me stronger.. make me more heartless.. MAKE ME FORGET AND LET GO... haiz.. ppl already moved on le.. why am i still living in those past.. GET A LIFE LAH!!!

STOP DREAMING!! STOP REMINISCING ABT THE PAST! WAKE UP!!!!

say me brainless, say me stoopid.. foolish.. no better than an idiot.. I DON'T DENY.

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