back to work today.. was kinda moody but luckily got yanting to entertain me for the whole day.. met some "funny" customers and we laughed away.. lolx.. silly us was sooO bored till we looked thru our window to E-Zone..then saw a guy playing 1 of the dance machine( i dunno wad ppl call that game).. so funny and we started laughing so happily at him without him realising..
think i really love TM and all the staffs here.. they are really the ones who make me stay on in this sucking company.. i think they are really the gifts from heaven.. if not for them, i wouldnt have come so far.. esp. yanting who have made my workload so much lesser after tony left.. haiz but too bad, she's gonna convert to part time soon le..
:( gonna miss her for sure man..

well.. realised something while talking to keline on the phone last night.. i'm off on V day! fuck man.. didnt even realise that when i planned the roster.. so, went back to work today and immediately change that off day! wahaha.. dont wanna feel lonely on V day..its so saddening.. :(

sometimes, i kinda feel that i'm leading my life aimlessly.. dont even know what's there i can look forward to in life.. now, i just feel like some kids losing their way in a maze.. feels horrible and terrified at times.. i dont even know what i want in life... sigh... once i heard from a friend, "it is terrible for someone to live without goals". agree? *nodd*

--- these wounds wont seem to heal.. this pain is just too real.. and there's just too much that time cannot erase......

smoke-d @
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