today.. i did something..which i didnt ever had the courage to do.. nor i had the courage to face the reality.. been thinking for the past few weeks.. its really time that i move on.. erase memories that reminds me of "you"... though it was the only thing that u gave me..that accompanied me thru the days when i think of u .. but yah.. i just have to let go...... kind of..cant really bear to do so.. i still think of u alot.. it was nvr ever easy to give everything up.. took me 3 freaking mths to finally straighten out my thoughts. anyways, if u are reading this.. just wanna let u know that i will give u all my blessings for whatever u do or wherever u will be.. things will nvr go back to how it used to be.. but.. do remember me as u move on.. and as a friend(if i'm) i'll always be right here for u if u ever need someone..someday..

always be in my thoughts......
05 Jan 2007 12.22am

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