haiz.. sometimes i just wonder.. why dont u just let things go? be easy on others, on urselves. i just hate people getting ME into THEIR FAMILY PROBLEM. i respect u, as a aunt. dont give me shit. though i pity u at times, but i pity ur kids too. give people a break lah, will u?

was off on thurs, went to kbox with tony, yanting,leeling and ethel after dining with Lims. was having fever, even b4 i went.. but still went along cos everything was planned.. felt quite terrible at there, so i actually slept..throughout.. LOLX.. but they were enjoying lah..! hahaha.. left at 3am.. reached home.. K.O straight..

feelin so damn cold that night..took MC on friday..lolx! and know wad.. woke up at 9plus..making phone calls lookin for replacement to work.. so went back to sleep around 10am.. wah! when i wake up again, it was 6pm! wah shocked! nv ate, nv pee! i think i really breaking down.. i hope yanting dont.. :)

anyway..after revamping the shop, i felt TM "revived"! kinda felt hopes there.. but.. today was damn disappointed.. 2.5K for sat! Chris asked me today: wad if 1 day TM closes.. i'll quit. yah.. after probing her why she asked so, then she said. boss kind of talk abt TM..talk abt closing TM but have to pay quite a sum of money frm terminating contract which he actually re-newed it few mths back. i was.. disappointed then. dont wish to see it down, after the effort ive tried to put in. haiz.. bt wad to do.. i'm the boss. just hope God bless me, or rather TM.. keep going! please! ;)

yay..tmr work starts at 3pm! yay!! which means i can continue watchin my prisonbreak! LOLX! nice nice! i like! i watched it till 4am last night! dad too..so funny.. there's no chinese sub for him..ahaha... but think he enjoyed watching too!

--i just want it the way i want it to be.

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