woah betted 5 matches jus now.. result.. won-won-draw-draw-won.. gd start! but... betted the 6th and 7th.. this time.. lose-lose.. lol.. sad lah.. and i hate this kinda feeling! give me all the extreme taste of goodness.. then take it all back.. but well.. that's life isnt it? gd things nv really last uh...? (p/s: betting is a gd way for me to kill time..makes me feel pretty much occupied too. well, im not a hardcore gambler afterall!)

i hate sundays now.. though i nv used to.. everyday sunday..which is also the end of the week.. makes me..unhappy..pretty much.. yah its how i end every single week of mine..so terribly..
at 1 point of the time, i thought it was all over. i thought i'd gotten thru the worst.. but now.. i think.. its only just the start of everything.. i've nv gotten over anything..not at all.. it just.. seems unforgettable.. well maybe to me only.....................

---i remember everything..vividly..

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