Thursday, November 23, 2006
i cant remember u...
weird title i know..but.. yah.. i really cant remember u..or rather anything abt u.. im super "blues" today..
at 1 point, i find myself tearing up apart.. maybe like wad ppl says -PMS? i dont know..
i guess i've been strong for the past.. 2mths? or rather trying to be.
i guess im not ready..
i cant do it lah..how to? and esp. after knowing how gd life has been for u.. i dont wish to screw everything up.
i really hate it when skies turn dark. it just naturally..somehow shadowed my days.. i must admit i think alot at night.. i reminisce alot at night too. sometimes i just wished if i can work everyday.. but i cant..unless im a robot..
come to think of it.. well..there's always a fine way to comfort urselves.
hey, u're not the most pathetic person in the world ok.. u've got nothing to worry abt living abt surviving.. ppl out there..live everyday in despair..no food no lodging.. and you? all ur troubles come from urselves..
THE SOONER U REALISE THAT ITS NV GONNA GO BACK TO THE WAY IT WAS, THE SOONER U CAN MOVE ON.profound sei.. lolx.. anyways.. im off on fri! err actually not so excited lah.. i need a break through lah.. fri! maybe! well, i cant be tearing myself apart, after knowing that u'r doing so well now.. wth!! wake up lah LIN PEIRONG!! GET A LIFE! :)
looking forward to holidays with QF.. but we still havent decide where to go yet.. oh well..after going around for so long..headlessly.. well, families are still the best!
as the chinese saying . . the bestest dinner also have to end.. ;)
---life dont always turn out the way you think it will...