Monday, October 02, 2006
whats happening to me?!
feeling lil' down recently.. lotsa things..dont seem to be goin the way i wanted it to be.. sometimes i wonder.. what really causes hatred? love that's not being appreciated? i suppose. when u really think/thought that u've done so much, put in so much effort but in other's eyes.. it is always -not enough- why? why?
anyway, kinda' missing grandma.. she's coming to my chalet! :)
haiz but for friends.. everyone have something on next Sat so 90% of my friends are coming late. like 11pm or later. !!!
met up with Pearlyn just now.. been so long since we last sat down to chat. haha..she's still the same old Pearlyn since sec sch.. lolx.. listened to her grumbles, lots of vulgarities cum complaints.. lolx! but fun! at least someone entertained me for the night.. :)
its working day tmr again! S-I-A-N. actually working is not that bored or bad la..but.. looking helplessly at the sales going bad-worse-worst..makes me feel sad.. i think i am not a gd supervisor. though i really try hard and think real hard... really hope century square's sembawang music will close soon! i want my sales back to the top 2!! i want to win JP!! boo!!
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