Tuesday, October 31, 2006
so confused
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i'd always know and agree that sometimes..the truth does hurt more than lies. but why am i so fucking stubborn? why muz i find out things that i know i shouldnt?
at one point, i was.. pissed..or maybe disappointed. but when i've calmed down..i thought..thoroughly.
as far as i can see, life is gd..for u.. yah.. i cant say is it better, or not. but yah..
i'm not saying all this in any fit of anger. i'm surprisingly calm..mentally stable! LOLX! i just had this suddenly thinking. since u're living good.. i dont see why mine is .. in helluva mess..
enough of this.. right now, my mind is kinda blurred and confused( i dont know why too).
well.. stoopid Qf.. thank her for her GD RECOMMENDATION. she told me that there's this 3 MUST-BET-MATCH, SURE WIN. LOLX. i was in damn bad mood yesterday that i didnt thought much abt it, so i went along. she said its a sure win kang tao. wahahahaa.. followed.. won 1, lost 2! what kind of KT is that?! and i stupidly followed without even knowing what are the teams! damnit.. :(
ok and for today. im on Man City. im abit ga-ga recently lah.. actually just bet only..LOL.. oh but m.city isnt her KKKKTTTT lah..i just chose it myself. hopefully can recoup my losses. *prays! ;)
$$$$$$! insane.
--remember me. and bring our memories along in ur heart. me too. :)
