Monday, October 30, 2006
DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!
wah! today's really sucky! the suckiest day for the mth!
firstly, i would like to ask, who are u to talk abt R-E-S-P-E-C-T to me? i dont remember YOU RESPECTING ME BEFORE! and ask yourself, what the fuck u did to me? to think u have the cheeks to want me to respect u. pls, if u dont know the word -respect, find a dictionary.
secondly, whatever u're doing, it's ur own fucking problem, it doesnt bother me in any ways! in the past, i can say i would. but not now. not anymore. U ARE JUST A STRANGER IN MY EYES SINCE THEN.
thirdly, i'm so freaking thankful towards u. for making me believe how cruel humans can be! thank you for being a GD-REAL-EXAMPLE.
ok i think thats enough abt u. it aint goin to spoil my mood further.
but.. im truly disappointed in "someone". i dont wish to mention names here. but yah.. i can understand that u are in a very foul mood. all im trying to do is to talk to u COS I KNEW THAT U ARE IN BAD MOOD! i wouldnt talk to u for no fucking reasons lah pls! (im sorry i had to say this after what happened minutes ago) my intentions was just trying to find some topic to talk to u and hoping u will feel betta after talking! i remembered that u used to come and talk to me too when i was in a very foul mood that time! and so i thought this is my turn to do so too! as i thought u did really cheer me up alot by taking the initiative to msn me, and just a simple word "are u okay?"
before talking in that way of yours, did u ever think of all the above that i mentioned? did u think of a person's intentions?
AND did u think of i'm also in a fucking mood today BUT yet, i tried to talk to u, trying to cheer u up! but though, we didnt even really start a proper conversation. all we did was, i asked, u answer. thats all.
----i cared, because i consider u as a friend. but i dont think u did. and i thought we are friends, before today.
