worked today..and its my 5th workin day since chalet ended. worst thing is, i still dont know when i can take off! schedule is so tight! that i can only take off if other outlets can spare me staff..haiz.. in the past, i might be trying very hard now to find a staff to work for me so i can off, but now.. i think to work is betta.. its so weird..though i really feel tired.
actually can take off tmr..but i choose not to. take off stay at home also sian, might as well work so time will pass faster! agree?

am i trying to avoid facts? i dont know.
but i choose not to face it.

was smoking at open plaza today, saw a couple quarrelled and the guy was running after his gf, trying to hold her. like watching drama..lolx.. finished smoking so i headed back to work. then i saw them again after work! but this time, they looked so in love again..like little couples. lolx.. its so funny and weird, it's like meant for me to see it like that.

reminds me lots of memories..


3weeks passed.. but why am i still feeling pain in heart? if only i have the power.. to forget all the bad memories. but keep the gd ones..

anyway! dont wish to waste anymore time.. dont wanna be the past wishy-washy person. now all i can do is to tell myself that life will still be as gd! or even better ok! ;)
and ive got gr8 friends and family! i think ive neglected ppl around me alot! and now, i'm really tryin to make it up to every single 1 of u! but it takes some time ok.. hahahaha.. cos so many ppl ive neglected for the past 2-3 years!

yea working tmr again! with leeling, yanting and ethel! made tiramisu with sis just now! am goin to bring it to work to let them try!(guinea pigs!) if nice, i'll make some more next week for our gathering!

shall blog next time.. its 2am already! gotta sleep! nights.. -_-

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