Monday, September 04, 2006
poor sista.. :(
my poor sista.. suddenly feeling so down..cuz of feeling inferior of herself.. haiz.. sometimes i also dont know what to say.. but dad is also weird..why had to digg his "piggy bank" coins infront of my sister? aiyah dont know la.. but i still feel my sis is great! she is freaking fine can.. i dont think she's old n only earning peanuts! i think she & my 2nd sis do alot for this family! though we dont earn much now..but i believe something great will be there for us at the end of the day! IT WILL!
wenta BBQ with Keline & Joc last fri..ha.. quite fun but tiring too la.. & my sis n mom joined! we cant stop eating can! drank abit..stoopid Keline say wan drink with me.. LIAR~~ hahahaha..end up i drank all alone.. :(
heard from ashley that they received a letter of post-promoted from company last week, & just realised that i didnt.. wtf!! i knew right! $70 bucks & expect me to do all shit! while everyone got $100 and was promoted! me, on appearance, in charge of TM branch, but no letter, no nothing! thought alot while working today.. actually, did i get what i should really get in this company? am i treated fairly? am i being appreciated? what am i to them? ans is: no no no.. lolx.. kinda disappointed when i realised that i didnt get any letter while others did. if u'd ask me, existing(& i said EXISTING), what i think is impt to me in my company, who is always there for me, what i really hold which belongs to myself? i can say, its not TM, cuz they didnt even give me the Supervisor letter of appointment. its not the salary cuz its pathetic. but its my staffs. deep down i'm really thankful to have them. they made work so much easier & happier for me.. as they said, they are my "de-stresser"! lolx.. if not for them, i really dont think i'd be staying in MJ for this long..esp after Tony's resignation. :( haiz.. what to do.. if i really dont get the letter by the end of this mth.. then..i think i really have to say bye to MJ..
oh & did i mention that i think Boss kinda have a gd impression towards me now? ha.. heard from ashley that he praised me! lolx.. cant believe! felt kind of bucking up recently! lmao..
yea.. finishing work at 6pm tmr!! & guess wad? tues off! hahaha.. waited so long~~
shall blog again on tues! peepz! (-_-")
