well its supposed to be "special" for the first blog.. but it aint special.. decided to start blogging today cuz i'm determined to record every single day of my life!(esp after reading xiaodoudou's blog!) yes! as i havent been bloggin( since my 1st blog 1 or 2 years back bt though it only last for few mths! lolx!) i'm feeling kinda weird n awkward typing this blog down! haha.. today's supposed to be happy or i shall say i should everyday.. but kinda feelin down today.. thought i was optimistic n brave but.. i wasnt.. realised i am not tat fine.. arghh! drop it! talking abt it makes my heart feel shattered.. thought i love the weather today.. breezing n drizzling..but dont know why i am feeling cold..or is it bcuz ppl feel cold when they feel lonely? lmao..no idea..... :..( hope i will stil continue this blog soon! shall not be like my previous blog! yes! shall look forward for happier..and interesting blogs in the next few days!

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